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For Now It Will Last But Not Forever

こんにちは!やまねこです! Hello! I'm やまねこ!

Sunday, December 29, 2013

The More You Learn, the More You Earn

The more you learn, the more you earn.


I came across this phrase when I was randomly googling about "education" and it's privileges. After leaving high school, I'm struck with questions. Does holding a degree gives you more privilege in society? Is it worth spending thousands of dollars for your course? I do believe spending money for education is good. Basic education up to secondary level is necessary for you to survive in society. Knowledge itself wouldn't bring you far, the skill of yours in playing your "game" of life matters most. 

Are you the studious type? 

Many believed that by obtaining a degree it will secure a stable career and life. Of course not all of them but I was once one of them. I'm on my holidays now while waiting for my results therefore I  tend to think and reflect a lot when I have spare time. The current society made me question, do I really have to study my ass off just to live a stable life in future? Then and again, I started finding part-time jobs looking around and observing people around me to find the right answer. Take this as an example : Working as a clinic helper. 
You get hands on medical experiences without needing to pay for it. Does working in a clinic makes any difference with a medical student interning? Please excuse my shallow opinion on it. Of course a medic/ pharmacist interning learned more about stuff like this. Based on my friend's experience, I've just came to a conclusion that based on working experience, you can just be as "skilled" as any other graduates from the medical field. Memorising isn't hard, you just need to put in a lot of effort. I've not been in the shoes of a pharmacist but I'm quite sure that their field of work revolves in knowing and understanding the usage of drugs. Bring one person who's a high school graduate and make him memorise tones of drug names, I guess he would be as useful as a pharmacist as well eh? excuse me please, but I do give credibility and admiration to those who learn in depth on their field and certified drug practitioners etc. The inner curious me just couldn't help but question why do we have to study and spend so much money on specialise fields like this where as skills like this can be learned and practised and it's pretty subjective. 

But the level and degree of education is definitely a privilege. Definitely having a degree certification takes you to another whole new level compare to others with no special qualifications. On the surface, having a degree looks better compare to those without one.It looks more convincing and promising to employers. It's easier to filter their choices of people based on your degree of education. Of course, I prefer people looking at the big picture and see the inner ability/talent of each and everyone. Takes a lot of time but worthwhile. It's useless being educated when you're not even capable in living skills.BUT, I admire people who study a lot and make an effort in life. Being successful is not easy. Life is subjective. Depending on what type of person you are, play the game well. We see people living a wealthy life without depending on education but skills solely. 

All in all, it depends on how you tackle your life. 
Have the money? I suggest you study and learn everything you want in life
Financially tight? Study part time and work. Or anything, really. Doesn't matter. If you're capable, anything is possible.

The more you learn, the more you earn. Learning ( in my opinion ) doesn't mean that you have to go through college/university in order to be educated. Learning involves the process of experiencing and venturing into new stuff which helps you gain knowledge and skill in life. Studying and learning is two different things. Learning shows more value and it feels "fresher" compare to study. 

Therefore,  " the more you learn, the more you earn" .


Posted by keetzesan at 10:02 PM 0 comments

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Park



Posted by keetzesan at 12:01 AM 1 comments

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Yet another day has passed
Though I have nothing to blog much about the boring life I have
I might as well spend some time blogging
Even if it's some worthless stuff about myself :)
I'm pretty excited for tomorrow as I get to meet my friends for a movie
I pray for another peaceful day ahead
And the wisdom to choose wisely about my choices
I will once again pay a visit to Facon's Edu Fair
TOMORROWWW

Posted by keetzesan at 11:53 PM 0 comments

Courage

I need courage to pursue what I really want to be. But I have no idea what I really want to be. Can I do the things I like and make a career out of it? Am I suppose to think more about myself instead of harbouring the hopes and expectations from people around me?

Maybe I'm still too young to think about stuff like "success" etc. Somehow I'm anxious about my future. Will I be able to make the best situation out of everything? Feeling of being insecure had been gushing in and out of me.

What am I suppose to do?
To erase all these insecurities?
To be optimistic is not easy
You can be once or twice 
But when things starts to overwhelm
You start wavering.

But then again
Behind every incident lies a reason
A reason to keep you moving
A reason to keep you striving 
More towards the path you've been looking out for

Grant me the courage to face all difficulties
And help me believe that failure is the mother of success.
Work hard and it'll pay
Even it doesn't
You've tried your best 

Therefore
Held your head high 
And work harder for an amazing comeback 
Posted by keetzesan at 1:35 AM 0 comments

Thursday, November 7, 2013

Wishes

I have a friend. A friend who requested 500 wishes. Just because I asked for her blog add and a super interesting website. Now, I hope she knows that sharing IS caring.

Posted by keetzesan at 8:59 PM 0 comments

Sipnosis

Semalam hari ujian bahasa,
Ramai kata teknik plot keluar,
Bila calon menyemak kertas,
Si sipnosis terpapar di depan mata.

This is how you sum up my BM Paper!
Posted by keetzesan at 6:11 PM 0 comments
He had such quiet eyes,
I have no idea why...
Each time they ask why?
I throw my paper high high.

7/11/2013
English Paper ENDED!

7 more subjects to go! :D
Posted by keetzesan at 6:06 PM 0 comments

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Frustration

I just don't know what is the right way to react to such situations. I wonder if it was jealousy but I guess it was jealousy. But when you reason it out, it is reasonable for me to be jealous. Done so much and held so much responsibility in the family and yet no one seems to appreciate you. How would you feel? Not to mention being rewarded nor I ever wanted to rewarded for my doings or whatsoever you wanna put it into.Getting discriminated on the spot and seeing your own mother being so bias, sometimes you just can't help but be sad. Happens all the time. I'm starting to question is this middle child syndrome true or not. Nonetheless, situations like this has made me into a much better person in various terms. At least I know I put in more effort than anyone else and be strong most of the time in all kinds of situation. Truly sad to be treated like this but I guess it is what it is. Not like I can do much about it besides brushing the problem aside and live the I should and change my world into a better place. That's the least I can do. Parents being bias are common. So, don't mind. God is always with us and always shall be. 
Posted by keetzesan at 11:41 PM 0 comments

Saturday, September 14, 2013

I passed!

Yes, I was in dilemma for the past 
whole period of waiting for my violin exam result! 
YES YES YES I'VE  PASSED! YESSSSS I'VE PASSED!!! GRADE 8 VIOLIN !!!
Posted by keetzesan at 2:25 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Blogging with phone

This is my first time blogging with phone. Finally I got myself a smartphone. I was planning to get one after SPM but my old phone fell from the third floor :( but now I'm having all the fun using a smartphone. It's so convenient!! I'll make full use of it. Kekeke

Note : I'm using Sony Xperia E

Posted by keetzesan at 3:27 PM 0 comments

Monday, August 26, 2013

String Ensemble

I've been in my music school's string ensemble for quite some time now. Ran out of things to blog cus' my life is just simply too boring to blog! More events are coming up after trials and hopefully it'll be fun :) I'm extremely worried about my violin exam. Until now, yes, very worried. Well, well...let's put that aside and keep praying for the best. Trial exam is this Thursday and why am I still not touching any of my books yet! I'll blog again after trial and GOSH !!!@$#@$#!@ I'M DAMN WORRIED ABOUT HOW BAD I DID FOR MY VIOLIN EXAM!

Okay .
Here are some picture of our string ensemble group.






That's all for now!
Thanks for reading and God Bless You~

Posted by keetzesan at 11:23 PM 0 comments

Saturday, August 10, 2013

Holidays


Holiday actually started this week on Monday. 
Loads of homework but no problem, it has always been like that, haha.
 It's around 3:40 a.m. now, I'm bore so I've decided to blog about the songs I'm listening to.
 Kokuriko's Original Soundtrack! 
What a joy :) 
here's something refreshing for the morning :
   


朝ご飯の歌 ( Asagohan no Uta / The Breakfast Song)
by
手嶌葵 (Aoi Teshima) 

When you were first in love ;)

初恋の頃 ( Hatsukoi no Koto / When I was First in Love )
by
手嶌葵 (Aoi Teshima) 

~Enjoy~

Posted by keetzesan at 3:46 AM 0 comments

Monday, August 5, 2013

Violin Exam

I did terrible. I don't think I can make it. Felt so horrible.
Posted by keetzesan at 11:24 AM 0 comments

Sunday, July 28, 2013

I long for . . .

I long for the for the clear blue sky
I long for rest
I long for peace
I long for sleep
I long for success
I long for music
I long for auto cars
I long for time
I long for aim. 
I long to FLY~~~
Posted by keetzesan at 2:35 AM 0 comments

National Service


Thank God I'm not enlisted. 
Well it's still to early to judge but I do hope it's real! 
To all 1996 batch, if you wish to check
Here's the link
http://www.khidmatnegara.gov.my/
Those who are not enlisted,
or enlisted,
It's still too early to bath yourself with happiness.
Sometimes, things like these might overturn.
Longing for the sky now.
Posted by keetzesan at 2:29 AM 0 comments

Monday, July 22, 2013

Go on

When life is rough, you have to keep going. 
Easy said than done but
 instead of focusing how tired I am, I should fight the fatigue in me. 
Need the will to carry on,
 and the faith to move on. 
I shall wait for the day when I can sleep till noon 
and enjoy the little things I love to do.
Posted by keetzesan at 1:18 AM 0 comments

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Aimless

Time is flowing non-stop. In a blink of an eye I'm already 17 , taking SPM this year, driving around like a noob to school and still fooling around like a fool. I'm seriously often troubled on what I actually like and what I seriously wanted to be. Applied for an exchange student program to Japan but sadly, I couldn't make it into the list for the nationwide interview. Put that aside, I don't actually mind, I was actually trying something I've never did but I would really like to go abroad as a student. I'll try again next time as a college student maybe? These days I've done nothing but pre-occupied with driving, homework, frequent flows of un-necessary exams, activities and much much more other miscellaneous stuff. Obviously I'm tired, but I do recover from it quickly..

Okay, future aspirations, desires and a stable career.
Choosing a course I like? or I'm good at? or what?
Honestly I'm not sure about myself. I've been blogging about this pretty frequent and by that you can actually tell I'm bothered by it. It's so expensive studying A-levels as well as other degree courses I'm planning to such as engineering, pharmacy etc. The problem lies on me, whether I would like to spend the rest of my life doing something 'I'm fine with' or 'I like' . Honestly being too flexible is the biggest problem here. Being too flexible makes you feel "aimless".
Posted by keetzesan at 12:00 AM 0 comments

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Accident

Wow, God Bless me and my sister today. Got into a car accident this morning. No one was hurt . Really lucky! Thank you God! I was actually pretty afraid and shock :( Gosh, thank God! People, please drive safely!
Posted by keetzesan at 10:58 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Haze

Haze has struck again. So hot, so stuffy and I'm suffocating. It's even worse when I don't have an air conditioner at home. I have to endure, and pray for the best that it rains every day. I seriously can't sleep at night if this goes on. So......today, I actually attended a blood donation campaign but sadly I was rejected from donating blood despite weighing more than 45 kg. My blood count just wasn't enough well, enough for me only. Selfish eh? Well, gotta take more food with vitamin C and iron. I just gotta try again next time! But I really do hope I was able to donate at least a packet of blood today. Lately, it's been pretty stressful. (Part of the reason why I am blogging right now. One way out to break free from this shit loads of stuff )   But at least, I'm feeling blessed. So far, I have safe trips to and back from school. It's okay, though I am a bit of a clumsy and slow driver, I'm glad I was still safe and I do hope I'll be safe in future. God Bless! Violin lessons were awesome as always. I keep learning new stuff and I'm truthfully thankful for everything. Have a nice day everyone! 
Posted by keetzesan at 8:38 PM 0 comments

Monday, June 17, 2013

Please

Reason why I got thinner without trying. Stress. I can take stress mentally but it seems like the stress is really showing physically. I want a break so badly. Wasn't because I'm stressed out because of study or any particular exams. Some really private stuff. It's killing and eating me inside out. God, lend me your strength. Direct me to the right path. Lead me to the light. I hope I'm right, because..I no longer know, what am I doing right now. I have to occupy myself with extra work, and more work. Please, God and Thank You God. I love you.


*p/s: If you're thinking I'm having some problem with love life, then you're wrong :l I don't have one to begin with. *
Posted by keetzesan at 1:38 AM 0 comments

Friday, June 14, 2013

Weird

Dreamt something weird last night. I was dating and it definitely creeps me out. Okay, I drove today with my sister alongside guiding me. I have no idea how I passed my driving test, like seriously? Makes no difference with an amateur driving! I was so clumsy. Most of all, I'm confusing all the drivers on road. I guess I need more practise on it! Who would have known, or at least me, would have thought driving was that hard . . . . I'm one step closer being independent and learning how to drive is another big step in life. That's what I thought, at least.
Posted by keetzesan at 1:07 AM 0 comments

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Smiles!

Well I'm back from the interview. Extremely tired, slept the whole afternoon. Let's get on with what happened during the interview, shall we?  It was fun! I was indeed feeling a little bit nervous but not more because the people there, the applicants and volunteers were so nice! Went round, chatting with each other. Excellent people they are. I'm not sure if I stand a chance or not but I do hope I do! Don't stop believing. I hope I did well because I screwed up by answering nonsense about stuff I don't know but it's okay. I guess? Hahaha! I hope to see both of those volunteers again :) AND OF COURSE, more applicants from Perak. It was so nice meeting these brilliant people !!! I miss them so much now! ahahaha
Posted by keetzesan at 4:58 PM 0 comments

Student Exchange Interview

Well, it's late night. I'm nervous for the interview, student exchange interview. I'm not rich, therefore I really hope by all means I'm granted a scholarship for this! Even if I fail, I'll keep trying. It has always been my dream to go abroad. Yup...maybe you can't feel my desperation here but yea, I'm actually pretty desperate. Why am I so desperate for it? Simply because I wanna see the world! I wanna adapt myself into a totally new environment especially in a non-English speaking country. Pretty challenging but I like it. So, I've opted for Japan and USA. I would be extremely happy if I can make it to Japan. Be it 2-4 weeks or a semester. I will be happy too if I made it to USA  :) well, as long as it's an exchange program. I do hope they don't judge me too much based on my results. I ain't smart you know? I've never been in the top 20s in school before. The best position I got was 30/200+ student. While some of them might spend time researching about Malaysia and the country their opting for but....just what exactly am I doing? I do have some experience being interviewed as I applied for the same program last year. Unfortunately it was cancelled. Even so, I definitely did not waste any time being there as I do learned a lot from some returnees and at least, well...the least...I get some picture of how the interview was carry out? and how things were working out. I looked up to a lot of people there. The standard was so high, I almost lost my self esteem! I hope at least, I made it through the first round :( I'm not that nervous, I'm kinda excited actually. But any ways, I hope I manage move the interviewers. I seriously need this! For some reasons actually. :) To those who are going through the same thing as me, be confident, sincere through out the whole interview and stay as calm as possible. It's okay if you don't make it. At least you've done your best. Leave that place without regrets! KUDOS AND BEST OF LUCK!
Posted by keetzesan at 1:18 AM 0 comments
Labels: Daily life story (crappy ones), Events

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

So what?

I'm losing my self-esteem lately. The world is revolving and I'm stuck in this stand-still world of mine. Why am I so weak mentally? Just because of some criticism I've been upset about various of things and begin to doubt my abilities. I might be a slow learner, so what? I'm lazy..so what? I'm a coward, so what? WELL, that's the end of it. If I'm a slow learner, I need to work extra hard. I'm not born perfect, I have flaws. Too much flaws. SO WHAT? I'm lazy, don't worry...I know when to get my ass working. I'm a coward. Yes, in a sense that I'm timid of venturing new stuff and making mistakes. I need to make more mistakes and learn more. So what if I start late? Even if I start late, it IS better than not starting it at all right? Self control! Self Control! SELF CONTROL. That's what matter most! No one is to be blame except for YOURSELF. Be responsible for everything that happens in your life. Be it bad or good. I need to get up, stand up, wake up, work up, chin up, head up and cheer up! Not only me, but everyone of you who were feeling depressed and lost! It's not like I don't care about people around me, I do have sympathy and empathy towards humans. But that doesn't mean one can slip away by dwelling themselves in pain and drown themselves into the pool of desperation. You know it's not good, so why do so? We know it's bad for the heart if we take things to account and get overly sad when our abilities and effort didn't meet our aspirations. But hey, SO WHAT? You've tried, you've done it, be proud of it. Face it, embrace it, burn that shit sadness of yours and start planting some seed of happiness in your damn head. You have the choice to choose. You have the right to choose. If there's no choice, make one. You think you have no rights to do so? Then screw it, make yourself worth it !

KEEP THE DESIRE BURNING!


*note to self*
Posted by keetzesan at 1:32 AM 0 comments

Monday, June 3, 2013

Future

Nothing much interesting lately going one with my life. I just can't help thinking about my future. What will I be? It bothers me a lot what I wanna be in future. I'm still searching...
Posted by keetzesan at 12:38 AM 0 comments

Doubts

It wasn't really a good holiday. It's kinda stressful having to deal so much things at once. Having a lot of doubts and worries. Can I make it?
Posted by keetzesan at 12:37 AM 0 comments

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Holiday!

2 weeks of holiday is extremely short....but it's better than nothing. 
This is the time when I can fix what I am suppose to fix. 
Gotta go for driving lesson, complete my homework, 
spend more time with my violin and get my mind straight. 
I'm pretty happy actually.
 I'm grateful a lot of people are helping me around. 
I'm truly blessed. 
How I wish I could tell everyone 
who've helped me how much I appreciate them. 
God Bless YOU! :)
Posted by keetzesan at 8:36 PM 0 comments

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Girls are so complicated!
Posted by keetzesan at 10:43 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Sigh

My tummy is definitely not at its best condition :l
Posted by keetzesan at 1:14 AM 0 comments

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

I wonder why?

I'm just pretty confused at times. I really need to find out what exactly I wanted to be. I need a solid decision! 
Posted by keetzesan at 10:18 PM 0 comments

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Conversation

When one simple conversation had brought us together building a solid friendship
Posted by keetzesan at 1:04 AM 0 comments

Lame

I'm so lame D:
Posted by keetzesan at 12:50 AM 0 comments

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Things you love to do vs things you're suppose to do

We we're chatting away in class the whole day today since most of the teachers were busy with this photography session and so, we've came to talk about plans after SPM. A friend of my totally had no interest in pursuing science-related career but of course, she knew where her interest lies and what she really wanted to be. As for me, I do have some clue but it's always uncertain. I do have things I really love to do and one of it is music. At one point of my life I really wanted to pursue in music but unfortunately, my parent's aren't supportive enough of this and practically "thinks" that I'm not meant for it. I wasn't really upset about it because I do understand the situation we're in. Studying music is not cheap and I can't guarantee if I really can do it. Of course, most of them say, when there's a will, there's a way. Yes, it's true but I just can't gamble my future with it. Plus, I have a younger sibling, well at least if I didn't get to do what I really like, I do hope in my place, she gets to do what she really wanted to do. Lucky thing I'm born flexible like a vulcanised rubber! So far my best science subjects were Physics and Chemistry. Chemistry was my best last year but it seems like Physics has overtook Chemistry's place. There are some goals in life I've made. Seems big to you but I would really like to make a change in society. Therefore, in no matter what career you choose you'll learn in the process and sometimes, it's not necessary to pursue what you really like because the passion you had in you, can still be forever growing no matter what. There's a fine line between the things you love to do or enjoy doing which I generally classify it as "hobby" and career. All career can turned out to be your hobby at all times but not all hobby can be make into a career. Of course you can, under some circumstances. I've been helped a lot in life and me too would like to be like them one day. I think it's very generous for someone to share knowledge with you and worry on your behalves. Work  hard and smart in life and endure all odds in life. God is always there and will always be by your side. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. There's no smooth sail in life and there are bound to have bumps and cracks in life. This moment you're enjoying and suddenly in split second, your world might be tearing apart but it's okay. Why? I don't know, you think. HAHAHA
Posted by keetzesan at 6:17 PM 2 comments

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

What we got for our best friend

Seow's birthday present :) teeheeee
Posted by keetzesan at 9:51 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

おす!!!!


おす!がんばろぜ!
勉強の時間だ!!
Posted by keetzesan at 9:02 PM 0 comments

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Puisi dan Lagu

Puisi and lagu was fun
though we didn't manage to get a placing
but it's okay
we've done our best
even though there was a lot of technical problems
but it was still presentable 
Since it is our first time entering such competition
the experience to it was definitely priceless
Too bad I have no pictures
Cus' I didn't bring any of my camera/phone



Posted by keetzesan at 9:05 AM 0 comments

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Be glad


I have God by my side
I have a kind music teacher and because of that...
...I'm still doing music
Everyone I know is kind to me
I'm still alive after every night
I have enough food to chomp
Clothes to wear
Living in a geographically safe place
Facebook to keep in touch with friends
Skype
I'm still sane
I have internet connection
Free land-line to land-line calls


and
the
list
goes
on

each day

:)
Posted by keetzesan at 1:36 AM 0 comments
It's pretty sad that up until now, I've never tried my REAL best in doing anything. Or so I thought, I wasn't trying hard enough. Makes me wonder sometimes what it is exactly that I'm really passionate about. What are the things that drive me really crazy ? I don't really have one thing I'm specially talented in it but maybe just maybe, if I try hard in everything ...maybe I'll find something I'm really good at.

For once maybe in life, I should be more daring and hardworking. Putting all the energy and effort I have and live to the fullest. In that way, I should not have any regrets.


I hope.....
Posted by keetzesan at 1:24 AM 0 comments
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