Student Exchange Interview

Well, it's late night. I'm nervous for the interview, student exchange interview. I'm not rich, therefore I really hope by all means I'm granted a scholarship for this! Even if I fail, I'll keep trying. It has always been my dream to go abroad. Yup...maybe you can't feel my desperation here but yea, I'm actually pretty desperate. Why am I so desperate for it? Simply because I wanna see the world! I wanna adapt myself into a totally new environment especially in a non-English speaking country. Pretty challenging but I like it. So, I've opted for Japan and USA. I would be extremely happy if I can make it to Japan. Be it 2-4 weeks or a semester. I will be happy too if I made it to USA  :) well, as long as it's an exchange program. I do hope they don't judge me too much based on my results. I ain't smart you know? I've never been in the top 20s in school before. The best position I got was 30/200+ student. While some of them might spend time researching about Malaysia and the country their opting for but....just what exactly am I doing? I do have some experience being interviewed as I applied for the same program last year. Unfortunately it was cancelled. Even so, I definitely did not waste any time being there as I do learned a lot from some returnees and at least, well...the least...I get some picture of how the interview was carry out? and how things were working out. I looked up to a lot of people there. The standard was so high, I almost lost my self esteem! I hope at least, I made it through the first round :( I'm not that nervous, I'm kinda excited actually. But any ways, I hope I manage move the interviewers. I seriously need this! For some reasons actually. :) To those who are going through the same thing as me, be confident, sincere through out the whole interview and stay as calm as possible. It's okay if you don't make it. At least you've done your best. Leave that place without regrets! KUDOS AND BEST OF LUCK!