Aimless

Time is flowing non-stop. In a blink of an eye I'm already 17 , taking SPM this year, driving around like a noob to school and still fooling around like a fool. I'm seriously often troubled on what I actually like and what I seriously wanted to be. Applied for an exchange student program to Japan but sadly, I couldn't make it into the list for the nationwide interview. Put that aside, I don't actually mind, I was actually trying something I've never did but I would really like to go abroad as a student. I'll try again next time as a college student maybe? These days I've done nothing but pre-occupied with driving, homework, frequent flows of un-necessary exams, activities and much much more other miscellaneous stuff. Obviously I'm tired, but I do recover from it quickly..

Okay, future aspirations, desires and a stable career.
Choosing a course I like? or I'm good at? or what?
Honestly I'm not sure about myself. I've been blogging about this pretty frequent and by that you can actually tell I'm bothered by it. It's so expensive studying A-levels as well as other degree courses I'm planning to such as engineering, pharmacy etc. The problem lies on me, whether I would like to spend the rest of my life doing something 'I'm fine with' or 'I like' . Honestly being too flexible is the biggest problem here. Being too flexible makes you feel "aimless".