No matter

                   NO matter how hard it is, I still have to go on. It sometimes hurt some much because there's some certain reason that I can't share my problem out. It's not that I don't trust them but I'm afraid that it'll be too annoying of me telling out all my personal problems out..Don't you think? I have uncountable problems...From every expect...it can even be long as a tissue roll if you want me to list it out one by one, under categories such as families, studies, personal problems, sickness and so on . Sometimes I just want them to know that life just can't be wasted by being sad all the time. 

                   

                    When I say I understand, means I understand the problem because me myself, even though we're at the same age/different, I've been through a lot of ups and downs. I wouldn't say that you shouldn't be a weakling and stop whining over small little problems,I won't say that your problem is no big deal..Because everyone has their own level of problems right? It's just that some people's problems are just too extreme than the normal ones. Anyway, like they say, ''pain can't be share'' So no of us would actually / exactly say that I understand what pain you've gone through.. sometimes I know people have to be sad/cry/whatever you would do when you're sad ..just to relief a lil' part of themselves but look out there. Don't you think there's so much people suffering out there? I think we should think of the happy stuff instead of sad ones ( I know it's hard to buy just try, there's been a several times I broke down but in the end I came back in one piece)

                    Sadness is just for a moment, it wont last long. Sometimes I too will grumble . Like now. XD I'm a little complex. People just wouldn't know what's going on with my mind. I try not to blame others, because I feel bad if I did so. Because in some certain situation like...''when you're the victim..the maker will feel bad for making fun of you..then in the end..that person feels bad..then you feel bad too for making her feel bad and instead you should have shut up instead of saying it out. .(get it?)The bad part is..the person is making you look like a bad guy *unintentionally*  Because of that, some of them out there would just kept quiet instead of saying a word. But it's not too bad also..since the person feels sorry then it's okay. it shows that ''he/she'' is feeling guilty right? Better than those out there felt guilty at that time then the next time forgot about it and then repeat the same thing again

''Those who forgot their past are condemned to repeat the same mistakes''

But then my friends -if you're reading this- No matter how hard life is I'll always be there for you.

Instead of sharing and comparing my problems to you, I'll listen attentively.
Instead of convincing you not to cry, I'll encourage you to cry your eyes out.
If you don't want to speak, I would not force.
If you want to share, I listen to it.
If the problem happens early in the morning/late night, I'll answer to it *I won't go mad. I promise =)*
If you want it to be that way, I won't say anything.
If you seek for advice, I'll try to give my best advice.
If you need help, I'll help.