Yea I wonder. A lot of things has been going on. Problems are piling up and so on. School was always fine, that is one thing I've never really worry about in life. All I have to do is study when the time comes and reach for my next aimed position in future. It was very silly of me to think that school was a hassle back then. Now that I've come across more in life, things such as worrying about school has now became a small matter to me. Now, when I get the big picture,  surprisingly, I was pretty calm. It has its own good way of it but somehow, I wish I'll react to it more. Showing no sign of reaction 'it' makes me  think that I've actually or practically turned into  a pretty cold person. Was I not bothered about it? Even if it's so, that is just not right. Well, I am sad but I don't seem to bother about being sad any more nor I bothered being specially happy too. I still love life, and appreciating life but I wish I could react more to situations like this sometimes. I wish sometimes, I could tell and actually make someone realize that, life isn't sad and there are people out there who face more difficulties in life than us. Somehow, it just came to me, being sad or not doesn't matter any more. If things has to go on that way, I have no choice but to follow. For as long as I'm still a teen, I have no right to deny or request. Because asking too much is just a pain in the ass. Complaining too much to someone, is just wasting my breath. Though I hate the fact that I have to restrict myself from talking too much about my problems to some one I'm suppose to. I just hate it. This is why people shouldn't judge a person when he/she doesn't know he/she well. There is always a story behind everyone not meant to be discovered. Even if I have the freedom to talk about it, I shall not. For some reason, my heart just doesn't let me do so. I have the responsibility to take it all and solve it all. In future I know, I will live a better life. I believe I will because God is there. I just have to be patient for the meantime. Even if it's 10 years from now, 20 years after and so on.

Blogging early in the morning 2:45a.m. Nothing to do, don't fill like sleeping, spammed with random thoughts and yes, it's very very random. School's starting soon. Back to normal routine life. Yes.

Ya know...
If there's something you don't like, it's better saying out. I'd prefer how things work like that rather than people keeping it to themselves. I know it's hard but it's just better being so.
I've always been thinking people should really stop thinking of themselves. There's times when there's some certain people who are the ones at fault acting all like they're the ones who are the victim. Really hate that.
Sigh. Especially adults. Happens to me a lot of time, have no choice but to get over it.

Yes...random eh? :)
My point here is, be a better person and you'll live a better life. What's the point of being all so stuck up in your own pessimistic world? Care more about people if you don't, forget about it. Start by giving less trouble to people and do more for yourself by being a better you. I'm not in a position to say anyone but at least, that's what I thought. Ciao ;)

Sakamichi no Apollon

It's an awesome anime. I actually came across Sakamichi no Apollon ( Kids on Slope ) by coincidence :) I was pestering my sister to watch this cus' the are seems interesting. Kept insisting her to watch and in the end she gave in. Wow, this anime is really awesome. Like VERY AWESOME. It's an anime about jazz music :D So wonderful. I'm not a real big fan nor I know well about jazz, but this anime makes me love jazz! All those jazz music introduced were phenomenal. They modified it a lil' bit but it was nice. Jazz actually lead to one's friendship and love. The jamming scene made me go high every time without fail. Here's a synopsis about Sakamichi no Apollon:

Kids on the Slope (坂道のアポロン Sakamichi no Apollon^?, "Apollo on the Slope") is a Japanese manga series by Yuki Kodama. It has been adapted into an anime television series subtitled Kids on the Slope in 2012.^[1] It is directed by Shinichirō Watanabe at MAPPA and Tezuka Productions with music provided by acclaimed composer Yoko Kanno, reuniting the two who previously worked together onMacross Plus and Cowboy Bebop.^[2] The anime has been licensed in North America by Sentai Filmworks.^[3]

The beginning of summer, 1966.

Because of his father's job situation, freshman high school student Kaoru Nishimi moves by himself from Yokosuka to Kyushu to live with relatives. Until then, Kaoru was an honor roll student who tended to keep to himself, but meeting notorious bad boy Sentaro Kawabuchi starts to change him. Through his devil-may-care classmate, Kaoru learns the attractions of jazz and finds the first person he can call a “friend.” He also discovers how much fun it is to play music with a pal.

Other characters include Sentaro's kind childhood chum, Ritsuko, who is the daughter of a record shop owner; the mysterious upperclassman, Yurika; and Brother Jun, the much-admired leader among their peers.

sources form wikipedia.com

Here's the trailer :

Some music to share with you all :)

Moanin' - Art Blakey & The Jazz Messengers

A scene in of them performing for the first time in public. **smexy voice alert*

School festival improvised medley performance :)

Joyful Vanguard Camp 2012

It's been a while since I've update my blog :)
Today was the last day of camp. Everything was fun and surprisingly it went really well.
Got the position of a group leader of Group 4. As usual, gotta do a good job, suffer like hell last year. Surprisingly again, turns out to be fine. Well of course it wasn't really fine but it was better than I expected. Way better. Got good group members, very cooperative.

My group members are :
Soo Ching Yee ( Asst. Leader )
Ang Xue Qi
Goh Jia Huey
Vhaideshwary
Ann Marie
Chan Li Lian
Pinky Tang
Cass Wong
Cynthia
Rachael

Made tags, thanks to Seow...I've made not-so-ugly tags :)
All of my group members have my deepest appreciation from me as they were really really cooperative and sporting. They gave suggestion, they have no problem in bringing stuff I wanted for camp and the never complain much. They made my work so much easier as a leader and because of that, I got "The Most Outstanding Leader" prize ( coughs ) **tryin' to brag a lil' here XD**

Notebook :D

Iphone style note pad 

We didn't get anything for cooking competition, BUT we won for "The Best Performance"
We did a parody on Sleeping Beauty and Snow White :) The sketch was funny...too "fabulous" :) can't really portray the story well but overall it was good :) Special thanks to Xue Qi ( Sleeping Beauty ) Cynthia ( Not-so Prince Charming ), Rachael ( Hunter ), Ching Yee ( Animals and BGM-ist ), Cass Wong ( Narrator )

Bookmarks :) "Best Performance 2012"

And first for the overall camp :)
Had an event called "555 event" see the note book down there?

"555 event notebook"

Notebooks like this were pass around for all campers to write their opinions or views on other campers..After the performance, eventually...my notebook was spammed with "snow white" and "sunsilk"...hahaha


Overall camp was really fun! It's FABULOUS :DD

Welcoming 2012

--2012--

2012 is here.

 My school holidays are ending soon. 

Can't wait to see my friends again! 

There's a lot of things I want to archive this year. 

I hope I can keep my words and will together and put it into action.

 lol .

 School's starting on 04.01.2012. 

I wonder if I'll get use to writing dates in 2012. 

To all of you out there I would like to wish you 

Ｈａｐｐｙ　Ｎｅｗ　Ｙｅａｒ！！！

明けましておめでとございます！今年もよろしくお願いします!

Ｓｅｌａｍａｔ　Ｔａｈｕｎ　Ｂａｒｕ！

Ｉ　ｗｉｓｈ　ｙｏｕ　ａｌｌ　ａ　ｈａｐｐｙ　ｈｅａｄ　

ｓｔａｒｔ　ｆｏｒ　２０１２！

be　ｈｅａｌｔｈｙ！Ｂｅ　ｈａｐｐｙ！　And  GOD BLESS YOU!

31.12.2011

It's New Year's Eve!

It was a fun day today. Went Capcom with my sistas! 

Played the guitar game and race game again! FUN 

On the way to dinner. 

I saw rainbow~

 So pretty :D Some pictures !

30.12.2011

Behold my not-so-look-a-like banana cake :)

It was my first time baking banana cake. 

Turn's out great! Only thing is,

 I need to add more banana in it :) 

You can still taste the banana in the cake 

so it's fine I guess. Haha

150g melted butter (room temperature)

100g sugar ( I reduce it by 50g because of the bananas)

150g cake flour

Sifted it thrice

3 beaten eggs.

I didn't take much photos ._. I was too busy on the cake. Anyway, the outcome was satisfying. Better than I expected. at least