I long for . . .

I long for the for the clear blue sky

I long for rest

I long for peace

I long for sleep

I long for success

I long for music

I long for auto cars

I long for time
I long for aim. 

I long to FLY~~~

National Service

Thank God I'm not enlisted. 

Well it's still to early to judge but I do hope it's real! 

To all 1996 batch, if you wish to check
Here's the link
http://www.khidmatnegara.gov.my/
Those who are not enlisted,
or enlisted,
It's still too early to bath yourself with happiness.
Sometimes, things like these might overturn.

Longing for the sky now.

Go on

When life is rough, you have to keep going. 

Easy said than done but

 instead of focusing how tired I am, I should fight the fatigue in me. 

Need the will to carry on,

 and the faith to move on. 

I shall wait for the day when I can sleep till noon 

and enjoy the little things I love to do.

Aimless

Time is flowing non-stop. In a blink of an eye I'm already 17 , taking SPM this year, driving around like a noob to school and still fooling around like a fool. I'm seriously often troubled on what I actually like and what I seriously wanted to be. Applied for an exchange student program to Japan but sadly, I couldn't make it into the list for the nationwide interview. Put that aside, I don't actually mind, I was actually trying something I've never did but I would really like to go abroad as a student. I'll try again next time as a college student maybe? These days I've done nothing but pre-occupied with driving, homework, frequent flows of un-necessary exams, activities and much much more other miscellaneous stuff. Obviously I'm tired, but I do recover from it quickly..

Okay, future aspirations, desires and a stable career.
Choosing a course I like? or I'm good at? or what?
Honestly I'm not sure about myself. I've been blogging about this pretty frequent and by that you can actually tell I'm bothered by it. It's so expensive studying A-levels as well as other degree courses I'm planning to such as engineering, pharmacy etc. The problem lies on me, whether I would like to spend the rest of my life doing something 'I'm fine with' or 'I like' . Honestly being too flexible is the biggest problem here. Being too flexible makes you feel "aimless".

Accident

Wow, God Bless me and my sister today. Got into a car accident this morning. No one was hurt . Really lucky! Thank you God! I was actually pretty afraid and shock :( Gosh, thank God! People, please drive safely!