Goodbye, for now.....

Will be my final post currently for September. 

My so-call important exam is coming up so I need to study! ( AS IF...If..I can do it? ) I'll be refraining myself from tomorrow 19/09/2011 till 11/10/2011. 

I'm gonna study my arse off. If I got the will to do so. 

Just wish me luck for my examination. 

It's actually not a real big deal but it is for me :D I need straight As for it. 

It's a bit impossible for lazy people like me but who knows :D 

Man..I'm gonna miss the computer and internet like hell. 

BUT, I'll be back on the 11/10/2011. So, I'll wait. 

When it's all over, I'm gonna 

watch anime, read manga, Skype like mad and play my guitar the whole day :D WEEEEEEE~

Imagine if I've finished SPM. lol....

That would be more epic :D

I'll TRY..okay...not try...

MUST work hard now. 

 Can't play the fool anymore

...yes..no more...

Just bless me that I can refrain from onlining. 

*sigh*

The addiction, is hard to CURE :l

BYE. THANKS FOR VIEWING. I'LL TRY TO BLOG MORE WHEN I'M BACK!

Freinds - Part 2-

           Previously I've talked about a friend call 'A' Today, I'm gonna talk about my friend 'B' :D

You can describe her as an intelligent person, pretty and a kind person. You might have a little impression of her being serious and scary at first but actually she's not. She can act pampered like a 3 year old brat but deep inside she's good. She knows me well. Some people really can't tell whether if I'm angry or not. Because my face doesn't seems like it and I have a god temper so.....people 'do' take me for granted sometimes. (or maybe most of the time) For her case, it's different, she knows exactly when I am angry through my face :D She has a good family too. She's nice, and her family too. It's in the genes! Recently I got warded for appendix. She visited me and gave me the sigh look. Basically,  she was worried. I didn't want people to worry so much for me so I hide the pain. She knew it immediately that I was hiding. She slapped her forehead and said, "Haiz, Kee, look at you. I don't understand why are you always like that" And because of that, all of the marvelous things that my friends has done, it reminded me of each day how grateful am I being alive in this world. Being able to meet such kind and warm people. Not only that, they're entertaining at the same time. Now let's talk about the fun moments I had with my friend B.

  

The time when we talk about anime and manga scenes

Pulling pranks together

When you visited me in the hospital

School times

Hang out times

Music time

Skype!

Creating fantasy story

Talk about educational stuff

Observing people

Talking about our future careers

Recess

Preventing you from eating chocolate

On the phone 

The time when we were at the library!

Well, that is all I guess. I hope for the best to all my treasured friends and both health and studies. An examination is coming up soon so I hope all of us will score with flying colours! Even if it's not, don't worry! That is just a VERY VERY VERY VERY TINY TINY TINY TINY beginning of our ...um...something. So don't give up no matter what. If there's a sense of giving up in you, be sure to tell me. That is all for now, BYE!

Appendix

Hi everyone, let's have a health talk today. Just joking. Recently I got a sickness call appendix. It's not much of a big deal to those who have it before but it's kinda like bug deal to me because I have not been operated in my life before. Appendix occur mostly on the right and side of your stomach. Lower part of it somewhere near the ovary ( if you're a girl ) Appendix can be clinically detected or through an ultra sound scan. Even so, one can never confirm if you're really having appendix unless, you're really in pain. Be careful to those who often had constipation cases or indigestion problems. Why is it so? Because the main cause of appendix is by the blockage of stools. Consult a doctor better yet get admitted  immediately if you're having severe pain on the right side lower part of your stomach, fever, vomiting, or lost of appetite. Appendix might occur slowly too. Be careful too when you're pain on the right side lower part of your stomach, nausea and lost of appetite. Some people might think that stomach ache it's not a big deal but IT IS.

    So now, back to my story. I wasn't really shock actually when the doctor say I got appendix. But when the operation time comes, I was kinda scared but later on, I was cool on it. Rather than that, I want it to come and end faster. The operation theater was super cold. The doctor was so scared that I would get panic. I can see it right on his face. Haha. Sooner or later I have to do it too, so no point getting all scared up right? The anaesthetic was really painful, but in return, I don't need to feel any pain during operation. This is what I call, equivalent trade. HAHA.  I got operated on the 14/09/2011. The same date that I got admitted last year. I got discharged on the 16th. Now I'm walking like a penguin because of the pain. Gonna get better within one week I guess. Now I have to absent from school until 23rd. :( I don't like it though. Well, I'll end my post now with a goodbye. Tune in for more! And thank you for reading my blog :D

Confuse?

もうわからないわ、いま。なぜいつもこんなの問題起こるの?気づいたわないね?私怒ったとき。がっかりですわ。ほんと。　

There's time that we will fight, didn't you realize there is also times when I'll get angry. You always use the excuse when something like that happen. ''Very sorry, don't trust me anymore, I'm not trustworthy'' or something like that. どのいみですか？ I don't really like that you know?  そんな!すごく嫌いこんなの言葉! 　

Enough of this type of matter. Let's put this kind of thing into a more general matter okay? You see, I'm not very sure of myself whether if I'm really a good person in reality or not. I always have the thought that whether is it really rational for me getting angry at such situation. When someone get angry when they're at fault, somehow, I'll back off. I do really wanna vent my anger out once in a while. Even if it's just once. Making people sad is just not me especially when it comes to this kind of matter. I'll try various way to change the person's thought on it and try making peace. But seems like now, I can't hold it anymore. The more I think of it, the more I feel ridiculous about it and why did it actually happen. Of course now, I'm trying my best to sort out each and every matter about it. I get really mad when someone doesn't realize I'm mad and kept joking around. And the worst part it, the density of ones' mind is really scary.  You're frustrated and at the same time you can't do anything about it cus' the fellow is innocent because she doesn't that she had made you gone mad. Ironic isn't it? We'll for me I've put trust on this person at the first place. No matter what, I'll try to think of the good stuff instead of the bad. Since I've trusted her, I wonder why should I hesitate? I wanna keep everything as it is but whether now I'm curious about what she thinks about it. I'm not really the type of person who will get very pissed off about something. So this time, it's really, infuriating. This is actually the only place I can pour out everything. I can't really speak it out to someone. It'll be really awkward and sometimes, my view of things might be really different. Not to mention, when I'm angry, I don't know what kind of scenario will occur.  But no matter how things go really bad between us, I'll always try my best to fix things up. I'll be tolerate, when she's wrong, I'll voice out to clear any misunderstanding.　くるしいけどでも大丈夫。いつでもあなたを信じているから