Holidays

I'm on holiday now. For 16 days. Will be back to school on the 13th of June. Plans for holidays?

Mission number one.
Finish all the home works.

Mission number 2.
I have to finish my JV board and tags before 1st of June ( Camp )

Mission number 3.
Try my best to bring myself to study or else I'll really die.

Mission 4.
Finish all the folios. Both History and Geography.

Mission 5.
Make new and colorful chocolates ^^ ( If it's possible...)

That is all for holiday plans. I hope I can carry out everything right.

Meeting

Learned a lot of things during the meeting.

What an eye opener.

It was kinda fun :)

Wee~

Library

"Miss Lee was in the library today. My class made a lot of noise and obviously, that is when, the problem started."

          As usual, she started with a mild scolding, then into a big one. First, she told us to get a book and sit down and read if we don't want to get any scolding from her. Maybe some of them reacted slow to her response and kept chatting away as if she doesn't exist.  Then she said ( I guess?)

"Do what you're suppose to do, you know what you're suppose to do right?! Do it before I do something! "

         So then I quickly pick up a random book and sat down to where I'm suppose to sit. But then, things seems to get worse as there are still some students who are still talking in their own world ignoring here. This is when things go wrong. She started talking about us being bad and all. Disrespect to teachers. Having cursed genes? And our parents who did bad things and the genes was cursed so it was passed down to us. She was saying that the teacher was doing her duty for keeping us quiet and they are rational with their actions. Then she started shouting

"Where's your teacher?! She's responsible for keeping you quiet?! Where is she?! This is a tidak bertanggungjawab( Irresponsible ) teacher! WHERE IS SHE?!"

           The same thing goes on and on and on. Lord Jesus Christ. Buang bayi ( Throwing babies ) . Saying to us to test our luck on her see whether she right or wrong. There's also one thing she said about Malaysia. Beforehand, I would like to explain to all non-Malaysian readers that Malaysia has this motto called ''Malaysia Boleh'' ( Malaysia Can!/ Malaysia Can Do It ) something like that And she said something about it.

"Malaysia Boleh? Malaysia Tak boleh. Boleh pergi buang longkang dengan generasi begini ! ! "

            I don't wanna translate the above statement because it's kinda a bit disgracing so if you're really curious, directly ask me :D Between, she shouted at a teacher in the library too, asking her to state whether the things she said was rational or not. Of course the teacher nodded to prevent any ruckus caused. wise choice teacher

           So then again...the same thing goes on. Money and sex and this is what she the whole time she was shouting nagging. It was repeated for around...5 times more? I don't know. Haha, anyway...I didn't take it at heart as it was kinda pitiful for her too as I heard...(I heard) She had a sad past that made her life like that now. I wouldn't say she is mentally troubled but...yea...something like that?

          Don't blame her okay :) She's a good person at heart actually... ( If you leave her alone ) Even the rest of the teachers told us not to take it at heart. Haha, seriously, we didn't. We knew her. In fact, I bet the whole class was indirectly enjoying it. (somehow) Anyway, god bless her. (I mean it okay :D )

         That's all for today :) Happy day people. May God be With You....

I would be lying if I say I wasn't sad

I just know I'm not the only one in the world suffering

Yet, why is it hurting so much

I told myself not to care anymore

It's none of my business

But I couldn't help thinking about

Talking might relief me a bit

But

How long will it last?

I just can't stand that feeling.

I felt like I'm bursting anytime.

I can't cry.

I don't know how to weep now.

I just don't know.

Music Exam

Music exam was fine.

I think

Studied a lot about Chopin and Johann Strauss

But,

None of them came out.

Study like mad about Romantic Period's

Style

Composer

and characters.

But 

none came out.

Didn't really focus on

the '' Gendang 24 musim''

and it came out.

Easy questions.

I memorize all the names of the founder.

The year.

But none.

Came out.

What a let down

Today's BM paper ( Bahasa Melayu/Malay Language) was kinda hard. 

Paper one was kinda fine, but I was half-asleep doing the paper

and I made a lot of careless mistakes! >< 

I should have stop studying and slept earlier!

Paper 2 was okay not until the Bahagian D (Part D)

Where you have to write about the novel you've read in the syllabus.

At first I saw the question it was ''Keistimewaan watak utama'' 

(Special characteristics of the main character)

and I thought, ''Yes..it's gonna be easy''

But when I have a second look, it a novel based on 

Form 1 and Form 2. Not 3.

WTF

How am I gonna write eh?

I was studying like mad about Form 3 novel and this is it.

Form 1 and 2 novel.

Seriously, I should have just slept earlier last night!

In the end, my brain somehow managed to dig some 

of the previous information I remember

about the following novels.

Let's hope that PMR wouldn't be

That...Cruel..