Tomodachi

It nice to be born in this world isn't it? Some of you might thought that they might the world's most unfortunate human on Earth..but..aren't people lucky that they're born in this world? We'll especially those who blessed with bosom friends. The passive me last time thought that friends wasn't really essential for me, not wasn't really, you can put it as in, it's not important. Yup, I've been quite a solemn and a practical person which you can say I have partly no sincere emotions to people around me. I kinda feel guilty now that those were the days when I often fake my smile, pretending to be happy when there's a sad moment. Well sad to say, I'm still quite adapt to that habit, as we say, habits are always hard to shake off.


          Me as a human being living for almost 14 years is yet to experience more about life, and of course, I've just realize that how wonderful life is. I was really lucky to know supportive friends last year. Must have been fate that brought us together. Well, I didn't really pay much of a attention to them last year compare to this year. Must have been those time when I'm just to use to daydream.

         I have to say that this year was quite a hectic, but somehow, I pulled off. Class problems and all sorts of stuff which is related mostly to school. But what can I do? Just keep pushing on. I can't stay like this forever isn't it? There's no such things as no solution to a problem. As I realize, I thought, it wasn't bad facing all these problems. I'll just have to take that as a lesson. I know it'll be useful one day.

        Haha, enough of my personal matters, I've actually wanted to talk more about it but maybe, the next post. I'll continue the friend part. This is gonna be long so be prepared! I have to say that I numeral friends who are there to support me. To those of my friends who are reading, you might think that sometimes you'll feel very useless for not able to do anything. Not being able to give good advice. Thinking that you're a trouble maker. Not being to do anything... it can't be help right? Well having a sincere heart of helping is good enough. Nothing is greater than a sincere will of heart to help. In some situation, we only can just look and let them take action. We'll if it's so, why not let nature take course?

      I hope all this twist and turn of message here is sent to all of my friends, not just my friends, to the person out there who's in vain. I hope this post will make you feel much more better. I'm a victim of broken friendship because the past me has always been very very selfish thinking. So friends are free, you don't need money to buy, you only need sincere to make friends. Start by being friends with yourself  ( You can't love a person if you don't love yourself first)