He had such quiet eyes,
I have no idea why...
Each time they ask why?
I throw my paper high high.

7/11/2013
English Paper ENDED!

7 more subjects to go! :D

Frustration

I just don't know what is the right way to react to such situations. I wonder if it was jealousy but I guess it was jealousy. But when you reason it out, it is reasonable for me to be jealous. Done so much and held so much responsibility in the family and yet no one seems to appreciate you. How would you feel? Not to mention being rewarded nor I ever wanted to rewarded for my doings or whatsoever you wanna put it into.Getting discriminated on the spot and seeing your own mother being so bias, sometimes you just can't help but be sad. Happens all the time. I'm starting to question is this middle child syndrome true or not. Nonetheless, situations like this has made me into a much better person in various terms. At least I know I put in more effort than anyone else and be strong most of the time in all kinds of situation. Truly sad to be treated like this but I guess it is what it is. Not like I can do much about it besides brushing the problem aside and live the I should and change my world into a better place. That's the least I can do. Parents being bias are common. So, don't mind. God is always with us and always shall be. 

I passed!

Yes, I was in dilemma for the past 

whole period of waiting for my violin exam result! 

YES YES YES I'VE  PASSED! YESSSSS I'VE PASSED!!! GRADE 8 VIOLIN !!!

Blogging with phone

This is my first time blogging with phone. Finally I got myself a smartphone. I was planning to get one after SPM but my old phone fell from the third floor :( but now I'm having all the fun using a smartphone. It's so convenient!! I'll make full use of it. Kekeke

Note : I'm using Sony Xperia E

String Ensemble

I've been in my music school's string ensemble for quite some time now. Ran out of things to blog cus' my life is just simply too boring to blog! More events are coming up after trials and hopefully it'll be fun :) I'm extremely worried about my violin exam. Until now, yes, very worried. Well, well...let's put that aside and keep praying for the best. Trial exam is this Thursday and why am I still not touching any of my books yet! I'll blog again after trial and GOSH !!!@$#@$#!@ I'M DAMN WORRIED ABOUT HOW BAD I DID FOR MY VIOLIN EXAM!

Okay .
Here are some picture of our string ensemble group.

That's all for now!

Thanks for reading and God Bless You~

Holidays

Holiday actually started this week on Monday. 

Loads of homework but no problem, it has always been like that, haha.

 It's around 3:40 a.m. now, I'm bore so I've decided to blog about the songs I'm listening to.

 Kokuriko's Original Soundtrack! 

What a joy :) 

here's something refreshing for the morning :

   

朝ご飯の歌 ( Asagohan no Uta / The Breakfast Song)

by

手嶌葵 (Aoi Teshima) 

When you were first in love ;)

初恋の頃 ( Hatsukoi no Koto / When I was First in Love )

by

手嶌葵 (Aoi Teshima) 

~Enjoy~

Violin Exam

I did terrible. I don't think I can make it. Felt so horrible.