Puisi dan Lagu

Puisi and lagu was fun

though we didn't manage to get a placing

but it's okay

we've done our best

even though there was a lot of technical problems

but it was still presentable 

Since it is our first time entering such competition

the experience to it was definitely priceless

Too bad I have no pictures

Cus' I didn't bring any of my camera/phone

Be glad

I have God by my side
I have a kind music teacher and because of that...
...I'm still doing music
Everyone I know is kind to me
I'm still alive after every night
I have enough food to chomp
Clothes to wear
Living in a geographically safe place
Facebook to keep in touch with friends
Skype
I'm still sane
I have internet connection
Free land-line to land-line calls


and
the
list
goes
on

each day

:)

It's pretty sad that up until now, I've never tried my REAL best in doing anything. Or so I thought, I wasn't trying hard enough. Makes me wonder sometimes what it is exactly that I'm really passionate about. What are the things that drive me really crazy ? I don't really have one thing I'm specially talented in it but maybe just maybe, if I try hard in everything ...maybe I'll find something I'm really good at.

For once maybe in life, I should be more daring and hardworking. Putting all the energy and effort I have and live to the fullest. In that way, I should not have any regrets.


I hope.....

Youth

It's pretty late..not really...haha. Just when I was chatting, we talked about youth. ah...just what exactly is youth? I've read about it pretty much on manga and yea, I would love to have that kind of youth like that. But I guess I can still consider myself leading a pretty much youthful life? Just then I realised a lot of people at my age didn't really much know what youth really means. Well I'm not trying to judge the way they live but hey, we are young and we can do more fun and meaningful things instead of doing drugs and involving in juvenile cases. I guess our parents' generation experience a much more meaningful youthful life than us. But then again, everyone has their way of living through their youthful lives :)

To all the teens out there! Make sure you live happily and youthfully...hahaha

List of situations/events/whateveryoucallit which I think it's pretty youthful to me :)

1. Running up a slope with friends (I've never done it before)
2. Watch the sunrise and shout like mad with friends
3. Trash over a friend's house without his/her notice
4. Time capsule
5. Keeping a diary is actually pretty nice, you get to look back and laugh at all you embarrassing moments
6. Watching fireworks with friends
7. Going on a trip with friends
8. Do stupid stuff
9. Running down a slope
10. Putting in all your effort in doing something. Be it if it's successful or not. If it doesn't, it's okay..cry all you want?


Tell me what is youth to you :)

and between, this is the manga I'm talking about
 Seishun Kouryakuhon

Make sure you read it! no one cares lol

Well, it's not a very productive holiday this year. Another aimless holiday and yet next year I'm sitting for an important exam. I do care but maybe in between this break I'll do my homework and all..at least. Recently I've started watching Sword Art Online. This anime is so AWESOME. I just can't stop watching it. About the previous post, I would like to apologise for it. I sounded real pathetic isn't it? Matters like this shouldn't be brought out to public but I'm not taking it down. As a method of reflecting myself, I'm not taking it down. Haha.


Okayyy.... I went to Syuen Hotel today for an education fair. I got a lot of informations about furthering studies abroad and all but it's costly and I'm glad some colleges/universities offers free tuition wavers for a certain percentage depending on your grades and some even offer FULL scholarship. Got briefed about some courses that I'm totally not familiar with but it's interesting. Now I have more choice in future to pick which course that would likely suits me or I would like to make a career out of it. Over all it was a fun and productive day


 BIG SMILE!

I was raised with love in a family which I have no blood relation with. I was filled with emptiness living with her. He give up on us? or have he not? Being sorry wouldn't do him good. Even so I forgive him. Why is she so ungrateful? What is she thinking? Why is she hurting us so much. We still have 2 years to go before we leave for college/university, yet she decided that she'll take us all back. You think we'll be happy? At this age, we have no choice but to listen and endure. Days of tears, days of heartbreaks, months of yearning for love. We've never ask much. We don't give trouble. We do well in school. What are you so unsatisfied about? Why can't you at least give a thought about us ? I don't wanna hate someone till this extent but you forced me too. It's been years everyone is tolerating. Because of your one decision, everyone is unhappy. Everyone is in despair. We've come to agree with you, then you make trouble by blaming it on everyone. Brain washing your children. I have eyes to see. I have a heart to feel. You need not say more, as any of your words, are all lies to me.

Looking back at the past, I realize I've did a lot of stupid things. All proven in my previous blog. Damn embarrassing! I was such a ....never mind. Never gonna do that again but hey, it was funny how I was back then comparing to the me now. Those rotten English of mine ( okay, it's not like my English is any better now too but at least better.. ). I have to be good . . . Yes. . . But those were some fond memories. I'm glad I blog often those times. I get to see how I am back then and reflecting on it today. Seriously, I was such a brat. I am still now...but maybe better? :)