In The Mind of an Idiot ;)

Welcoming 2012

2012-01-01T12:36:00.003+08:00

--2012--

2012 is here.

My school holidays are ending soon.

Can't wait to see my friends again!

There's a lot of things I want to archive this year.

I hope I can keep my words and will together and put it into action.

lol .

School's starting on 04.01.2012.

I wonder if I'll get use to writing dates in 2012.

To all of you out there I would like to wish you

Ｈａｐｐｙ　Ｎｅｗ　Ｙｅａｒ！！！

明けましておめでとございます！今年もよろしくお願いします!

Ｓｅｌａｍａｔ　Ｔａｈｕｎ　Ｂａｒｕ！

Ｉ　ｗｉｓｈ　ｙｏｕ　ａｌｌ　ａ　ｈａｐｐｙ　ｈｅａｄ　

ｓｔａｒｔ　ｆｏｒ　２０１２！

be　ｈｅａｌｔｈｙ！Ｂｅ　ｈａｐｐｙ！　And GOD BLESS YOU!

31.12.2011

2012-01-01T02:47:00.001+08:00

It's New Year's Eve!

It was a fun day today. Went Capcom with my sistas!

Played the guitar game and race game again! FUN

On the way to dinner.

I saw rainbow~

So pretty :D Some pictures !

30.12.2011

2012-01-01T02:39:00.001+08:00

Behold my not-so-look-a-like banana cake :)

It was my first time baking banana cake.

Turn's out great! Only thing is,

I need to add more banana in it :)

You can still taste the banana in the cake

so it's fine I guess. Haha

150g melted butter (room temperature)

100g sugar ( I reduce it by 50g because of the bananas)

150g cake flour

Sifted it thrice

3 beaten eggs.

I didn't take much photos ._. I was too busy on the cake. Anyway, the outcome was satisfying. Better than I expected. ~~at least~~

25.12.2011

2012-01-01T02:32:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas :)

It's a post now about Christmas :) Honestly, this was the best Christmas I've ever had. We had a lot of fun. Had Christmas lunch. Drank wine. Inviting people in the house to join is this blessed celebration. Savoured by great home-cooked food by my nanny.

Black sesame tong yuan (Taiwan imported lol)

LOOK AT THE FILLINGS! <3

My dog emoing after the hair cut....T_T

Christmas Lunch in East Ocean Menglembu.
I drank white wine :)
Don't worry. I didn't get drunk that day.
As well as the day before when I drank red wine! lol

Made fruit cake~

22.12.2011

2012-01-01T02:23:00.000+08:00

RESULTS
+
GOH THONG
(Glutinous Rice Festival)?

You bet it was some combination there.

But lucky thing everything went unexpectedly good. :)

Some picture of the process of my Goh Thong Festival ;)

Making the soup base for the tong yuan

Close the lid and let it be for...um..I don't exactly know how long...

Actually ate more tong yuan on the 25th! Refer to that post ;)

21.12.2011

2012-01-01T02:15:00.001+08:00

The outing that we've been asking for! My friend's ever first movie in a cinema.

Pretty epic eh?

Haha! We were planning and sorting out our after PMR fun entertainment activities.

Seems like it didn't turn out well.

At least this outing was something really satisfying!

Laave~Jia Shing~IN da food court

Discussions? haha

Candid ;P

Ya know...something happen in the food court. Well not a big thing actually, just a guy, fully neatly dressed interrupting our peaceful with his so-called charity speech. But in the end, we gave in. So yea.

Next agenda was, the movie, that my friend have been anticipating for :) We've watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 3. It was a nice movie (~~based on the feedback from the viewers in the cinema.It was quite positive...lol)~~

The we played clothes. Then we went Capcom. The guitar game damn nice! So was the race car!!! That's all. I missed the outing very much!!!!!

20.12.2011

2012-01-01T01:58:00.001+08:00

Swords!

Went to buy Chinese Electric Tea Pot!

Specialize for making herb drinks and all.

Main stream for Chinese Medical Herbs and so?

Not sure about it. Sold by some China people in a temple ( 9 Wong Yeh )

There's a lot of antique stuff. Really fascinated by it.

Music player in the olden days.
Where you out a large huge disc and play the music. Uber cool ;)

Clock?

It gives me the time travelling feel

Old Granpa Clock!

16.12.2011

2012-01-01T01:49:00.003+08:00

Walking to pasar malam/night market on 16.12.2011

Walk to pasar malam from my nanny's house!

It was actually pretty far I have to say.

Since we have company,

the distance seems much more shorter

and we kinda have a blissful walk.

19.12.2011

2012-01-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

This is a late post. I wanted to blog down every event that has happen in 2011. I don't wanna forget those good memories happened in 2011.

1st! UVERworld's main vocalist and programmer : Takuya Shimizu~~
Made a cake as a dedication of my fandom towards him :D 1st attempt on sugar icing though. Haha!
His birthday was actually on the 21st of December. I have plans that day so I made it on the 19th :)

Tanjoubi omedeto~

Congratulations :)

2011-12-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

To all of you who've got straight A's congratulations. To all of you who did not get what you've expected, don't worry, this is not that important. At least now, you'll have more will to work hard for your SPM. It's a lesson to all and something to be celebrated about.

Seriously, I didn't have any confidence at all. I was so freaking worried about today that I've slept late on 3am and woke up at 8am .__. Went to school at 10am waited outside of the hall. Listening to UVERworld's Core Pride to reduce the stress. Seow went and took hers first. Later a few people took and all of them got straight A's! I was REALLY worried that I couldn't make it. Luckily I did so. And so does all my friends did. Really happy for them ! That's all for today :D I just wanna express how happy I am. I'm not trying to mock anyone okay ._. adios!

Education Fair

2011-12-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Syuen Hotel Ipoh. There's an education fair going on there. From 12 noon till 6pm. It's kinda like fate that I know there's such thing going on there. Got the brochure from my house gate! Haha. I thought there was just a fair from AUG about further studies. Seems like there are more colleges and university opening up stalls in this fair. Know a lot of stuff now about education and career path. Expensive education they offer there. Especially fields that are related to medicine. These are the following things I've got from the fair. Pretty useful for future reference :)

BUNCH OF STUFF

IMU. Considering this place to further my studies. But too expensive.

BioMedic and Pharmacy

Olympia College

My friend and I went to Secret Recipe after that. Ordered cakes to feed our hungry stomach! The cake taste good but too sweet for me. Lucky thing I've ordered Black Coffee! After eating, ran to Parkson. Heavy rain pouring down. Got soaked wet. I was wearing jeans, so my jeans was soaking wet. It was fun running anyway in the rain :DD That's all for today's update!

Cake ( again )

2011-12-10T01:31:00.001+08:00

Made cake again :) It was even better than the previous ones I've made.

Seems like practice makes perfect :)

This time, I've reduced the sugar by 1/2.

I used Yumeiro's recipe again but in a bigger quantity cus' I'm making a bigger portion.

So happy~ Everyone is enjoying the cake :3

Rehersals

2011-12-08T23:24:00.001+08:00

Well, Christmas is coming soon! I've been to some rehearsals lately for a Christmas Concert held in my music centre on the 11th of December (soon) and for the concert in Jusco on the 17th of December (soon) Today was tiring. I've practiced for around 3 1/2 hours JUST Christmas songs. Sounds short to you but long for me. Listening to the same song over and over and over and over..............again. The practice was from 7:00pm till 9:00pm originally, but ended up finish late at around 9:30pm. It's not like hate the rehearsal or what but imagine, I've been playing the same thing for last year too. I bet you will get tired of it eventually, if, you're a normal human. Anyway, everything was good today. got our respective T-shirts for our upcoming performances. All's well, ends well. Wish all of them good luck too for the upcoming performances. Seriously, I hope it ends fast! There's another practice coming soon this Saturday. Can't go shopping. Sad case. Bye~~~

2011-12-02T15:39:00.001+08:00

Today was fairly a cool day. School holidays for now are quite boring for me. Gonna make some plans and bring myself to do something useful. I don't wanna sit in the house like a sloth doing nothing. Sleep, eat, play and all. Been doing this for almost half a month. Kinda think of it, it's gonna be 23 December soon. Examination results are coming out soon. Whether is it good or bad, at least at some point, some of us are gonna feel relief from the burden of worrying ! I bet this holiday is gonna pass by just like that. So fast, so short. And then when 4th of January comes, it's school time! Might be seeing my friends again but the sad thing is, we might be separated into different classes. How I missed our recess time where we sit together and eat while talk. Those were some happy times. participating in each event and giving our very best. Enjoying every moment to our fullest. Is this youth? Haha. Basically, young teens now do have a tendency of defining youth with love. It depends actually, well...sometimes. I'm ending my post here :) Bye~

Fruit Cake ( kinda )

2011-11-30T23:05:00.001+08:00

Fruit Cake

Made cake again! I used the same recipe as Yumeiro. If you wan the recipe please check back my previous post. Well, I don't mind posting again. So yea. here are the recipe

Add some raisin or mix fruits according to your liking/preference. Enjoy :D

Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae o Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai

2011-11-27T22:50:00.001+08:00

Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae o Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai or in short AnoHana. I have to say of all anime I've watched, I've never seen such touching anime before. This story is about A group of six childhood friends drift apart after one of them, Meiko "Menma" Honma, dies in an accident. Several years after the incident, the leader of the group, Jinta Yadomi, has withdrawn from society and lives as a recluse. One summer day, the ghost of an older looking Menma appears before him and asks to have a wish granted, reasoning that she cannot pass on into the afterlife until it is fulfilled. Since Menma does not remember what her wish is, Jinta gathers his estranged friends together once again, believing that they are the key to resolving this problem. However, hidden feelings, internal conflicts, and lingering feelings of bitterness from Menma's parents result in complications for the group as they struggle to help not only Menma move on, but more importantly, themselves as well ( Wikipedia )

Each and every episode of AnoHana is really very meaningful. Sorry, I have no idea what to say about it, cus' it's simply just too good. I highly recommend AnoHana to you. Be sure to prepare some tissues beside you cus' the last episode which is episode 11 is very very tear-jerking. I felt like crying ( I'm not an easy cry-er ) But I've seen some reviews from "youtubers" (male) cried his eyes out and all. See, how beautiful this anime is :') Tell me if you've able to withstand the sadness of this anime. ~~I'll call you heartless though. Haha!~~

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Between, I didn't watch Ano Hana in the net, I bought the DVD on Sunday and immediately played it with my DVD player. The subs were pretty good except when they didn't translate the letter in some scenes WHICH IS very frustrating indeed. But overall it was cool :D Since I got my sister to read it out loud for us ;)
That's all for today's update!

Pacman

2011-11-24T12:33:00.001+08:00

Pacman Cake!

It's very simple :D Nothing complicated just a normal sponge cake.

Thanks to my younger sister who cut the cake that way.

Then only I've thought of putting a chocolate chip on it as the eye.

There you have it,

PACMAN CAKE

:D Haha

Cake

2011-11-21T15:39:00.001+08:00

I made cake for the first time in my life! Once again, I followed Yumeiro Patissiere's recipe. It's supposed to be a pound cake but I've added chocolate chips in it. The cake was just right for my sister, but I found it too sweet. Maybe I should reduce the sugar amount by 50% next time :D

Pound cake with chocolate chips (?)

Just to let you know that parchment paper is not necessary here. Just slightly wipe some butter so that the cake wont stick too much on the pan.

Have fun baking!

18.11.2011

2011-11-19T00:33:00.001+08:00

It was the last day of school. The last and final day we will be in the same class with my fellow friends. Those who were in music with me had been in the same class as me for 3 years straight while the rest were 2 years or 1. I kinda miss the times we were together. I wouldn't say our class has the best of people out there but definitely it has some special traits that other class does not posses. We don't betray or avenge each other for personal matters. Pointing each other out for faults were just not our thing. But of course, we did gossip to release our anger on certain circumstances but it was all fine and clean. Haha, I have say this many times, seriously, but that ain't stopping me from saying, 'Time passes really fast". Today was the last day, and we've enjoy ourselves to the fullest. Not all were present, but those who did, we've really bonded with each other. To the extent, we felt heavy to leave each other. Though we will still be in the same school next year, we will see each other, but the fact that we might be in different classes is quite frightening. You can't guarantee that we will be close to each other like before. For the past 3 years, 2 years or even 1 year, to those who've been in the same class as me, especially when I was in Form 2 and 3, I thank you for giving such wonderful experience as being your fellow classmate, table mate, best friends, friends, assistant class rep, all of that have been really fun and wonderful. I can't deny that I don't have any hardships or hard feelings back then but all of it were worth experiencing and it has shape me into a more better person. Work in school has been really tough but some of you out there have been really willing to give me your fullest support and acknowledge my work. Not so mention, all of you have even appreciated me. I was happy to serve the class even it's hard. For now, the time when next year is near, it is again timed for us to choose wisely of what stream we plan to venture in. We are one step closer to our dreams or higher education. I wish all of my classmate who are reading this good luck. To those who are transferring to another school, keep in touch. Even if one day we've become distance from each other or even strangers, I hope you'll remember the days you've spent with all of us in class both bad and fond memories, foolish and funny acts and all. For now, I bid all of you goodbye :)

Cookies

2011-11-13T21:46:00.001+08:00

Cookies :)

I've made cookies last Friday :) This is the third time I'm making cookies. The recipe was more reliable than I thought it would be. I'll share out the recipe here. Make sure you use fine coarse sugar!

What do you think :) ?

Baking

2011-11-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

I went to Jia Shing's house today.Joining us with the baking class are :

Loh Yee Wah
Michelle Chong
Seow Thien Wei

I've learn how to bake from her :D She's amazing, I wouldn't have much patient to analyse and watch over the oven temperature. I'm not good with anything that has to do with oven, but next time, I would like to try one more time on baking. I hope we have more chances to have this baking thing carry on in the future! I'm looking for it!

Grateful

2011-11-08T21:04:00.001+08:00

I've read back and reminisce about the past and how funny it is for me to do such silly things. I guess this is what they call growing up. Hahaha. I'm glad with who I am now compared with the me last time. I used to get work up for small petty things, get stress easily and all. But all in all I think all those bad traits shaped the me today. I wouldn't say that I've really reached the point of being a great an admirable person but one day, I hope I will. Well, at least, to some point where I can be proud of myself. When mistakes are done, there's always a way to turn back to the right side. A saying which we heard so often which is, when there's a will there's a way applies a solution to all obstacles and challenges. I've learn how to accept trouble throughout my life, I wouldn't say that my experience is that rich but I am a bit unlucky compare to most 15 years old out there( It's something confidential that I can't disclosed everything in detail) . Please be remind that I'm not fussing about my life now as I have good and sufficient/more food to eat, a good shelter and a lot more good stuff. I'm just stating a fact. To those out there, who are SO unsatisfied with your life, thinking that you have TOO much to eat that you would throw your food away, fussing about how your life sucks, well, just think of those poor children out there. For starters, think of a child with a broken family. Then, some children who are dying from incurable diseases or malnutrition, people dying from politics and more. So start your life with a fresh morning and say, I'm glad to be alive and thank your enemies for making such an exciting day for ya to wrap up your day. Nevertheless, I would always remind all of you ~~(those who are reading my blog, I guess there's only a few,LOL)~~ always be grateful, we might not know what will happen tomorrow or even now. Always expected for the worse and live for tomorrow like as if you're gonna die the next minute. Do as much as you can before it is too late.

Cake Deco

2011-11-08T20:22:00.003+08:00

Updating for Cake Deco. Sorry for the late update cus' there isn't any pictures of the cake. Personally and generally I think our is the best. Unfortunately, we've only manage to got a consolation prize. We were at least expecting a placing in this competition but sadly no. Somehow I sense some bias aura from the judges but, it is what it is and the results is everything. We're the winner at heart so, yea.

I would personally like to thank these participants who've done such brilliant job in decorating this cake.

Wong Jia Shing - Bake the cake personally, made chocolates and icing.
Ong Zong Lin - In charge of the fondant
Yeoh Yee Yeeng - The right-hander for Ong and Jia Shing

You see, every material they brought are handmade, they should have given use extra marks for it. No use crying over spilt milk now. Overall, the decoration and the cake taste GREAT. Jia Shing is such a good baker :D The image is right here >>> Cake Entry of 3 Orchid

Know Your Limits --- Then Ignore Them ( John Mason)

2011-11-01T19:49:00.001+08:00

I've recently started reading this book. I find it really useful and I'm trying to apply every ''nugget'' they've gave everyday. Once you read this book, you'll understand what I mean by nugget. Well, I didn't really know why they call it nugget but, who cares. Haha. Here's a link where you can read this book. Know Your Limits - Then Ignore Them

I'm not the type who likes to read but I've came to like this book, so you should try it out too ;)

Voodoo Pub & Bistro Part 2

2011-10-25T21:45:00.001+08:00

Here's the continuation of the party update. Finally feel like updating

Jia Shing fold these stars and arranged it in a wine bottle. It's for Abe :)

Voodoo Pub & Bistro

Beautiful nature of Ipoh

Janice, yee Wah and Jia Shing. ( You didn't notice ! haha )

Michelle serving drinks to Laave

From left : Laave, Seow and Janice

Future Miss Universe Malaysia Yeoh Yee Yeeng. She about 173cm tall!

Abe ( in black shirt ) Explaining about the games were gonna play

Headache?

Start work!

Abe the creeper! lol. Laave, Zong Lin and Janice. the chequered shirt family :D

Another member of the family, Becky!

Lily Girls.

Signatures! the fabric marker FAILED

Abe's cute brother

Preps for the flour game. Find the sweet in it!

Abe's brother looking bored

The 1st game.

Abe's brother demo-ing

Chopstick mentos game!

Ong is skilled with chopsticks!

From left, Hillary, Xiao Ying and Jee Shin

Ready

Go!

Winner of this game

CHEERS! KAMPAI!

Voodoo Pub & Bistro

2011-10-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

Party in Voodoo Pub & Bistro. Really tired :) It was overall fun but a lot of strangers. The boys...meh..Really annoyed me badly. The games was well received, thanks to Abe for the brilliant idea. Took a lot of pictures too. Will update more about this post tomorrow. With, pictures. Rest assure that this pub was open by my friends father so it's legal partying there ;) No harm, free from alcohol. All in all, my first time entering a pub. Worthwhile experience? Haha, you decide.

Kitchen Garden ( Again )

2011-10-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I had kinda a lot of fun during Kitchen Garden. Shovel really hard, carried bricks and stones. Digging soil, loosening the soils and all. After all that tiring work, we've decided to take a break. We chit chat with our class teacher. While we were talking we saw our school janitor helping out the students to get out the stupid rock from the earth. We needed the place to placed the bricks so that the soil wouldn't come out, unfortunately, there's a huge rock getting in our way.

Can't stand watching the uncle doing it all by his own, we've decided to lend a hand out. Yes, again, all the digging work and in the end, we got the rock out, with the help of the uncle too. Then, we moved to another spot. there's also a big rock getting in our way. This time was different, it can't be removed. So, the teacher told us to break the rock. Used the big 'cangkul' and bang on the rock. HIT BANG HIT BANG , in the end, the rock broke into half, but it wasn't enough -_- Kept hitting and hitting, and all the tiny pieces just came flew to our face. Recess was near, and we were told to stop working and continue it for the next day.

We wanted to continue hitting it until it breaks into quarter of pieces but the teacher say it was fine. I bet she can't stand the violence. We were terribly violent that time. REALLY VIOLENT. That's all for yesterdays Kitchen Garden update.

Kitchen Garden

2011-10-19T17:48:00.000+08:00

There's a lot of programs going on after PMR. One of the activities I've participated on was "Kitchen Garden". I have no idea why do they have to add the word ''kitchen'' in it. I was thinking are we having a cooking competition in a garden? Is that why they call it Kitchen Garden? Well, the name was just defying. It's just normal gardening. I've never really done gardening before. But it was overall fun gardening together with my friends. I hope there'll be some progression on the Herbal Garden in school!

Salvation Army Open Day ( Charity Fair )

2011-10-19T17:43:00.004+08:00

I was supposed to update it last Saturday ( 15/10/11 ) There's this Open Day Charity Fair by The Salvation Army Home. I didn't know much about The Salvation Army Home, but I know that it needs a lot of peoples help and therefore, there's this charity sale going on.

One book of coupon was sold at RM 10. I bought 2 books of coupon and finish immediately in less than 30 minutes.

Bought herbal eggs, chiffon cake, soya and some biscuits. The chiffon cake was nice! Worth buying for RM 10. Great deal .

Here are some pictures your ya to see ;)

As what I have heard from my friends, they say there were extremely less people this year. I wonder why.....

Wanted to donate blood, but underage -_-

At the entrance

Life

2011-10-16T14:55:00.001+08:00

Time. Hmm, I can tell you honestly for the past few years of my life I've not been really spending my time wisely. I daydream a lot thinking about lots of stuff. I can be quiet at times too because I was too busy thinking about solutions to my problems. Now that I've realize I'm still only 15 but, I know time won't wait ( who dunno ). The next moment I know, next year I'll soon turn 16. Time passes really fast. It's not that I hate it but, at some certain time I wish it would stop. There's a lot of things going on this year. Family stuff, studies and all. I don't mind having problems with my studies because I can fairly catch and work hard with it if I want to, but some problems can't just be solve by one person. Problems which involve more than myself sucks a lot. Not to mention when the fact that you're still a kid and no one wants to listen to you. It was all piling up waiting for their own turn for a solution. I don't mind facing it actually, it's part of the life cycle anyway. It comes and goes. The fact that I'm talking about all this nonsense makes me feel pathetic but, blogging it out makes me feel better rather than shutting it all to myself.

I often think how things will last. How long are the people around me gonna live? Are they safe everyday? Because I learned that accidents can always happen and no one can predict it. Even if for now, my own life, is at threat. Who's knows I might be in an accident or so? People should learn to preserve and maintain or improve their relations with others. Honesty for me would be the key of solution to everything. I would prefer to tell the truth even if I know someone will get really angry out of it. Happiness won't last long if you don't make an effort in it. Sadness will last if you've decide to dwell in it. Failure will keep repeating if you don't improve from it. Lying will be a mislead to all relationship. Narrow mind will lead to arguments. Heart closure will lead to depression.

Humans are weak, that's why we exist for each other. Reason why? To support each others back when it's needed. Learn how to appreciate today and live according to the greatest value you've learn from the past. Encourage yourself and endure all pains that you've been through. Learn how to get up when you've fall. Don't be disappointed if no one likes you or appreciate you for all the things that you've done. God is always watching over you and he knows best. Lots of people who are praising you but yet, to let you know that, you are only you, and that is what make you special as an individual.

~~Random much! LOL~~

Farewell

2011-10-13T16:11:00.002+08:00

Who would have thought that time passes so fast. The day to part has come. It was sad to see a friend of mine who I've known since I was 7 is transferring. Really heart-breaking. I can see her being strong and holding back her tears really hard. I can't do anything as a friend, I can't really offer any words of comfort as I'm afraid that it'll only make it worst. I wish I could do something about it, really, is it against our own ability ?

Chocolates :DD and Puddings :)Blackcurrant

2011-10-11T20:35:00.003+08:00

Photos of the chocolates I made this afternoon with my friend :D A lot of work and cleaning but it's worth it! The taste is great !

Heart shape has a mixture of white and dark chocolate

White chocolate lolis

Blackcurrant flavored pudding :)

All half white and dark

Some dark and halfs

White-wrapped lolis

All half white and dark

Dark-choco lolis. Cat mould

Heart shape <3

Teddy

Bunny

Darks and halfs

Rose :D

Chocolate and Blackcurrant Pudding

2011-10-11T10:37:00.000+08:00

Made pudding yesterday ! More desserts in the fridge now. Smells good :D Today, I'm gonna make some chocolates. Gonna update about it later, maybe night? It's gonna be fun, but a lot of work making chocolate. Especially cleaning.

Exams are over!

2011-10-11T10:32:00.000+08:00

Hmm...PMR is finished. Now I'm waiting for the results. Surprisingly, time passes too fast. It's already 11th of October now. I need find some things to do before I become a rotten, fat, lazy pig.

Goodbye, for now.....

2011-09-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

Will be my final post currently for September.

My so-call important exam is coming up so I need to study! ( AS IF...If..I can do it? ) I'll be refraining myself from tomorrow 19/09/2011 till 11/10/2011.

I'm gonna study my arse off. If I got the will to do so.

Just wish me luck for my examination.

It's actually not a real big deal but it is for me :D I need straight As for it.

It's a bit impossible for lazy people like me but who knows :D

Man..I'm gonna miss the computer and internet like hell.

BUT, I'll be back on the 11/10/2011. So, I'll wait.

When it's all over, I'm gonna

watch anime, read manga, Skype like mad and play my guitar the whole day :D WEEEEEEE~

Imagine if I've finished SPM. lol....

That would be more epic :D

I'll TRY..okay...not try...

MUST work hard now.

Can't play the fool anymore

...yes..no more...

Just bless me that I can refrain from onlining.

*sigh*

The addiction, is hard to CURE :l

BYE. THANKS FOR VIEWING. I'LL TRY TO BLOG MORE WHEN I'M BACK!

Freinds - Part 2-

2011-09-17T19:50:00.000+08:00

Previously I've talked about a friend call 'A' Today, I'm gonna talk about my friend 'B' :D

You can describe her as an intelligent person, pretty and a kind person. You might have a little impression of her being serious and scary at first but actually she's not. She can act pampered like a 3 year old brat but deep inside she's good. She knows me well. Some people really can't tell whether if I'm angry or not. Because my face doesn't seems like it and I have a god temper so.....people 'do' take me for granted sometimes. (or maybe most of the time) For her case, it's different, she knows exactly when I am angry through my face :D She has a good family too. She's nice, and her family too. It's in the genes! Recently I got warded for appendix. She visited me and gave me the sigh look. Basically, she was worried. I didn't want people to worry so much for me so I hide the pain. She knew it immediately that I was hiding. She slapped her forehead and said, "Haiz, Kee, look at you. I don't understand why are you always like that" And because of that, all of the marvelous things that my friends has done, it reminded me of each day how grateful am I being alive in this world. Being able to meet such kind and warm people. Not only that, they're entertaining at the same time. Now let's talk about the fun moments I had with my friend B.

The time when we talk about anime and manga scenes

Pulling pranks together

When you visited me in the hospital

School times

Hang out times

Music time

Skype!

Creating fantasy story

Talk about educational stuff

Observing people

Talking about our future careers

Recess

Preventing you from eating chocolate

On the phone

The time when we were at the library!

Well, that is all I guess. I hope for the best to all my treasured friends and both health and studies. An examination is coming up soon so I hope all of us will score with flying colours! Even if it's not, don't worry! That is just a VERY VERY VERY VERY TINY TINY TINY TINY beginning of our ...um...something. So don't give up no matter what. If there's a sense of giving up in you, be sure to tell me. That is all for now, BYE!

Appendix

2011-09-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, let's have a health talk today. Just joking. Recently I got a sickness call appendix. It's not much of a big deal to those who have it before but it's kinda like bug deal to me because I have not been operated in my life before. Appendix occur mostly on the right and side of your stomach. Lower part of it somewhere near the ovary ( if you're a girl ) Appendix can be clinically detected or through an ultra sound scan. Even so, one can never confirm if you're really having appendix unless, you're really in pain. Be careful to those who often had constipation cases or indigestion problems. Why is it so? Because the main cause of appendix is by the blockage of stools. Consult a doctor ~~better yet get admitted~~ immediately if you're having severe pain on the right side lower part of your stomach, fever, vomiting, or lost of appetite. Appendix might occur slowly too. Be careful too when you're pain on the right side lower part of your stomach, nausea and lost of appetite. Some people might think that stomach ache it's not a big deal but IT IS.

So now, back to my story. I wasn't really shock actually when the doctor say I got appendix. But when the operation time comes, I was kinda scared but later on, I was cool on it. Rather than that, I want it to come and end faster. The operation theater was super cold. The doctor was so scared that I would get panic. I can see it right on his face. Haha. Sooner or later I have to do it too, so no point getting all scared up right? The anaesthetic was really painful, but in return, I don't need to feel any pain during operation. This is what I call, equivalent trade. HAHA. I got operated on the 14/09/2011. The same date that I got admitted last year. I got discharged on the 16th. Now I'm walking like a penguin because of the pain. Gonna get better within one week I guess. Now I have to absent from school until 23rd. :( I don't like it though. Well, I'll end my post now with a goodbye. Tune in for more! And thank you for reading my blog :D

Confuse?

2011-09-04T03:52:00.000+08:00

もうわからないわ、いま。なぜいつもこんなの問題起こるの?気づいたわないね?私怒ったとき。がっかりですわ。ほんと。　

There's time that we will fight, didn't you realize there is also times when I'll get angry. You always use the excuse when something like that happen. ''Very sorry, don't trust me anymore, I'm not trustworthy'' or something like that. どのいみですか？ I don't really like that you know? そんな!すごく嫌いこんなの言葉! 　

Enough of this type of matter. Let's put this kind of thing into a more general matter okay? You see, I'm not very sure of myself whether if I'm really a good person in reality or not. I always have the thought that whether is it really rational for me getting angry at such situation. When someone get angry when they're at fault, somehow, I'll back off. I do really wanna vent my anger out once in a while. Even if it's just once. Making people sad is just not me especially when it comes to this kind of matter. I'll try various way to change the person's thought on it and try making peace. But seems like now, I can't hold it anymore. The more I think of it, the more I feel ridiculous about it and why did it actually happen. Of course now, I'm trying my best to sort out each and every matter about it. I get really mad when someone doesn't realize I'm mad and kept joking around. And the worst part it, the density of ones' mind is really scary. You're frustrated and at the same time you can't do anything about it cus' the fellow is innocent because she doesn't that she had made you gone mad. Ironic isn't it? We'll for me I've put trust on this person at the first place. No matter what, I'll try to think of the good stuff instead of the bad. Since I've trusted her, I wonder why should I hesitate? I wanna keep everything as it is but whether now I'm curious about what she thinks about it. I'm not really the type of person who will get very pissed off about something. So this time, it's really, infuriating. This is actually the only place I can pour out everything. I can't really speak it out to someone. It'll be really awkward and sometimes, my view of things might be really different. Not to mention, when I'm angry, I don't know what kind of scenario will occur. But no matter how things go really bad between us, I'll always try my best to fix things up. I'll be tolerate, when she's wrong, I'll voice out to clear any misunderstanding.　くるしいけどでも大丈夫。いつでもあなたを信じているから

Friends - Part 1-

2011-08-28T01:32:00.000+08:00

Writing good things about people makes me feel good somehow, how about you? It somehow reminds me about the fun times we had together and all :D So now let's talk about my friend 'A'

She's actually older than me by a few days. But she's innocent and naive. She's a good person. From the first time I know her she didn't really give out a deep impression to me but it's funny now how things changes between me and her. She's actually very smart but always claim herself stupid. Fragile at first but now, tougher than before, which is a good thing. She gets angry sometimes for me. Flower heart ( she said it herself , don't blame me :D ) She's dense in some ways or sometimes ( that's good too :D )

Fun moments we had together :

Music time! especially rehearsals for performances!

The same body unit with me, so we have a lot of fun together too.

Visiting her house, get to see her playing piano

Front desk mate, she always turn her chair to have some chat and gossip with us.

Heart to heart talk , that's when we understand more about each other

Skype, we can talk till morning comes.

MSN, IM purposes, talking rubbish all the time and creating fantasies....

Watching sad movies, I get to see her cry

Ghost story...exiting moments

Study time, talk more than study

Serious study times, better but still talk

Folios, staying up late together again and sharing information

In school ( early in the morning before classes starts ) a kick-start good laugh by her

There's a lot actually but it takes time to remember, now that my laptop's battery is running out, it's time to say goodbye :) adious amigos! Tune in more for my description of friend B :D

2011-08-28T01:19:00.000+08:00

I wonder if it's wrong or right sometimes. Giving the thought that I'm always righteous about everything. I caught up too much with my own pace. I should look more around. Understanding more about people. I need to grow more mature. I've been losing myself very easily now. I'm repeating those important lesson as well as memories I have for the past few important years I've been. Things are starting to get bad it seems. Well, now I'm trying to be as optimistic as I can.

I can tell you my temper now is getting really bad. Too much things to do I guess. I should take things likely. Smiling always will help more I guess. Being sour all the time make things more worse. Now, I'm repeating the words and promises I've said to my friends last time. I really intend to keep our friendship last till' the last of my breath. No matter how we fought, I'll get things back together. I know I'm not alone in this and so they were. We're still young and we have a lot to learn from each other. There are still a lot of things I don't know about my friend. Earning people's trust is hard.

Especially when you met someone like me. There's still time when I wanna keep my own things personal to myself. I wonder one day if I'll really tell everything about me to them. I don't have the guts now but lets hope I have it in the future. For now, I hope they trust me more as much as I trust them now. I believe in them and I hope they do. Saying all these stuff may sound disgusting to you readers out there but trust me, when you have friends like mine, you'll feel like bragging how good they are and how luck you are.

I'm starting to have some flashbacks about my primary school. I miss my old friends. Especially her. We've been keeping in touch and of course that's a good thing. I've always admire her great hard work. She's a good person, someone who can always lend you a pair of good ears and advises. She's a smart person too and a bright kid ;P I hope we get to hang out some time!

Next, I'm gonna blog again about my friends :D

Reality

2011-08-19T15:37:00.000+08:00

Reality is really cruel. Anything could happen. Even your closest person with you might be the potential one to betray you. Kindness in this world can rarely be found now. Being naive is not bad but be it by your own risk. Getting cheated and all. In the end the you're the one getting hurt the most, mentally, or maybe, physically. Sad huh? I wonder why humans now are making life so hard for everyone. I don't think it's that hard to be kind. A slight consideration for others and a moderate manners can make a world better you know? People now should learn more about that. Not only for kids, but for all the teens and adults out there too. Someone need to give them a piece of mind about mannerism and tolerance. Somehow I just wish this world would be a bit better when time pass by. I know there are still some angelic hearts out that, but I think that's only one in a million, worse, one in a billion or maybe worst, one in a trillion.

2011-08-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

I've been back to blogging quite often now. There's always things that I want to say but I can't. Too forgetful. Sad to say, the results are still saddening me. I need to get out of my pathetic attitude. Still, I need some more time for full recovery. I hate it when it comes to these sorts of stuffs. Not to mention, I even have a performance in Jusco tomorrow. Time passes really fast. This time, I don't feel nervous at all. I got use to the place already I guess. It's been several times already since I've performed there. Well, not really several, maybe 3 times.

I'm feeling really confused and mix up now. I need to pull myself together...damn me

Time passes...real fast

2011-08-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

Today I went out with my friends. Had our breakfast/lunch? in McD. Talk and chit-chatted. My friend just reminded me something, " Kee! Only four more months left" I was like..yea. In four more months, we'll be Form 4s/16/2nd Year High School Student/What ever that you like to call. Time passes really fast. At this point after PMR, we have to choose which stream we plan to take on. Of course for the best, we hope to be in the same class again. Thing really will change after that and I'm indeed very worried about it. We've spent time together for like almost 3 years being classmates, going out together during free times...man, I'm going to miss those days. That is, if we were separated.

       PMR is coming soon. Should take it seriously. Imagine if it was SPM. I'll die....hahaha. Those were the days when I was 12, I find myself stupid freaking out for UPSR. This is life cycle eh?

     12 yrs old : ARH!!! UPSR, SO HARD. *study like mad* Results :straight As
     15 yrs old : Damn, PMR this year *delay study, study, break, didn't study* : ? straight As? or miss
                        As? I wish UPSR was that easy, why was I so stupid worrying about UPSR

And I bet in the future I'll be like, damn! PMR was easy! compare to SPM. hahhaha...Lame and pathetic me.

Downfall ...

2011-08-17T17:02:00.000+08:00

Test result wasn't that satisfying. Rather, disappointing. Should work hard now. I wonder if I'll keep my words, I'm always making false promises to myself and in the end, works are not carry our promptly. Damn. I think if this crappy attitude of mine keeps going on, I think I'll die soon. Practically I'm the type of person who hates to lose or fail. This time it was really bad. I think until I die, I'll still remember it.

          I guess this is what they call growing process. I should keep the blame to myself. But one thing I really hate it is when people start questioning about your problems and asked why are you doing this. I don't hate it but, it's just making me so uncomfortable. It was hard for me to answer when me myself can't answer it. I knew everything but it seems like when it comes to the end of it I forgot everything. Human is too complicated, so I think they should stop questioning. Nah...just don't like it. If it was my close friends, I don't really mind but, it will be the best if they don't ask. I feel better that way. Makes me feel guilty and sad at the same time.

           Guilty for committing such mistakes, sorry for disappointing so many people. You shouldn't have put such high hopes on me you know. Don't call me smart when I'm stupid. I'm not smart at all. I work hard too for my goal. Depending plainly on my brain doesn't help at all. I'm not that type of genius. Not at all. Damn sad, really sad.

          Lesson to all the ~~lazy kids/the same type of person as me/whatsoever~~ people out there. Study hard or you'll regret. Do what you're suppose to be doing and stop the nonsense immediately. I bet if you change now, you'll still make it on time. It takes some time though. It's tough. I'm still on with my bad habits of sitting long hours in front of the computer, but at least now, I made some time for studying. At least for an hour. If I don't do that, I think when there's another test, I'll seriously feel really really sad. A sadness will with regretion. haha, how bad could things be.

１４才の母 / 14 Sai no Haha

2011-08-17T16:45:00.000+08:00

This drama is nice. Consist of 11 episodes.
This show is a bout a 14 years old girl who got pregnant. She was just a middle school-er that time. It is a very touching story. Worth watching even though the drama is really progressing slow. Still, I love the plot. Suitable for teenage girls and boys to watch. You'll learn a lot after watching this drama. I'm half way through the show though. Will catch up when I have the time :) One of the reason I'm watching this show is because of the beautiful cast inside. LOL. My favorite actor Haruma Miura is in it! BWAHAHAHA. But his character in this drama ain't that good. Too pathetic. The main girl was good :D So cute, she was just 13 when she was filming the show. For the boy, he's 16 when he's filming the show. That's all for today :D Be sure to watch

****It's a Japanese drama******

Slip Away - Andy Lau ( What Women Want)

2011-07-26T18:05:00.000+08:00

Slip Away - Andy Lau ( What Women Want)

C G Em Am

Every time I look into the mirror of my mind
C G Am7

I barely recognize the man I see
C G

He used to be a dreamer
Em Am

He used to be like me
F G Em

But I can see the sadness in his eyes
Am F G

And he's no longer who I want to be
C G Am7 Em

If I could I would change my yesterday
C G Am7 E7 Am7

I would listen to my heart and then today
Em E7 Am F Am7

I'd see What true love could be and I won't let tomorrow
Fm G C

I won't let tomorrow Slip away

C G Em Am
I feel the tide is turning and I'm stranded out at sea
C G Am7

Hoping for my rescue to arrive
C G Em Am

The clouds have all turned grey And now the waves are crashing in
F G Em Am F G

I thought I could survive but reality has got the better part of me
C G Am7 Em

If I could I would change my yesterday
C G Am7 E7 Am7

I would listen to my heart and then today
Em E7 Am F Am7

I'd see What true love could be and I won't let tomorrow
Fm G C

I won't let tomorrow Slip away

Am7 Em Am
I'll make a promise to myself
Em F C G F G

That I will live each day just like it was the last time

F G F G
I'll ever see your face again

C G Am7 Em

If I could I would change my yesterday
C G Am7 E7 Am7

I would listen to my heart and then today
Em E7 Am F Am7

I'd see What true love could be and I won't let tomorrow
Fm G C

I won't let tomorrow Slip away

*I ear played it , so there might be some mistakes. Enjoy :)

Hasil Kajian ( Kerja Kursus Sejarah Tingkatan 3) MBI

2011-06-16T17:01:00.001+08:00

Hasil Kajian

Institusi Pentadbiran Tempatan

Nama rasmi institusi pentadbiran tempatan yang saya kaji ialah Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh. Nama singkatannya digelar sebagai MBI. Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh atau MBI terletak di Jalan Sultan Abdul Jalil, Greentown, Ipoh, Perak. Antara objektif Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh ialah menghasilkan mutu kehidupan yang lebih selesa dan seimbang serta meninggikan taraf hidup bagi semua penduduk dalam kawasan Majlis dengan cara menyediakan segala kemudahan dan perkhidmatan sebagai asas mencapai mutu kehidupan yang lebih selesa dan meningkatkan taraf hidup penduduk dalam kawasan Majlis, memperkemaskan dan meningkatkan mutu perkhidmatan dan perancanganpembangunan dalam semua bidang, menggalakan dan menyediakan kemudahan, rekreasi dan riadah awam serta mengindahkan Bandaraya Ipoh bersesuaian dengan tarafnya sebagai ibu negeri dan pusat pentadbiran negeri Perak di samping menggalakan industri dan pentadbiran, menggalakan pertumbuhan industri dan perdagangan dan berusaha mencapai objektif dan aspirasi kerajaan termasuk melaksanakan dasar Pembangunan Nasional.

Misi Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh ialah "Membina Bandaraya Yang Kondusif Bagi Pembangunan Ekonomi, Sosio Budaya Dan Pembangunan Modal Insan " dan visinya ialah "Ipoh Bandaraya Sejahtera, Dinamik Dan Maju". Carta organisasi Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh terdiri daripada jawatan “Datuk Bandar (Dato Hj Roshidi Hj. Hashim)” yang dibantui oleh “Setiausaha Bandaraya (Dato’ Abdul Rahim Mohd Ariff)”, “Pejabat Audit Dalam(Tn. H.J Ahmad Kamil Yang Ghazali)”, “Pejabat Undang-Undang (En. Shahrul Azrin)”, “Pejabat Korporat (Tn. Hj. Musa Dun)”, “Unit OSC (En. Wong Kam Lee)” dan “Unit COB (En. Abdul Manaf Abu Bakar).” Setiausaha Bandaraya pula dibantui oleh Timbalan Setiausaha Operasi (Hj. Ir. Badrul Hisham Kamaruddin), Timbalan Setiausaha Teknikal (Tn. Hj. Azizuddin Hj. Alias) dan Timbalan Setiausaha Pengurusan (Pn. Hajah Saidatul Akma Jamaludin). Jabatan Kesihatan ( En. Mohd Alias Kamaruddin), Jabatan Hal Ehwal Komuniti (En. Zulkifle Jaafar Sidek) dan Jabatan Pelesenan dan Penguatkuasa (En. Abdul Halim Saad) pula ditugaskan bawah Timbalan Setiausaha Operasi (Hj. Ir. Badrul Hisham Kamaruddin). Jabatan Perancangan (En. Zulqarnain Mohamad), Jabatan Kejuruteraan (Pn. Zuraina Kamarul Arif) dan Jabatan Bangunan (En. Mohamad Azman Mat Ariff) ditugaskan bawah Timbalan Setiausaha Teknikal (Tn. Hj. Azizuddin Hj. Alias) manakala Jabatan Lanskap dan Rekreasi (En. Meor Abdullah Zaidi Meor Razali), Jabatan Kewangan (En. Mohd Syazlan Mohd Isa Suffian) dan Jabatan Penilaian dan Pengurusan Harta (En. Ahmad Suhaim Manap) ditugaskan bawah Timbalan Setiausaha Pengurusan (Pn. Hajah Saidatul Akma Jamaludin).

Latar Belakang

Perkembangan pentadbiran Ipoh berkait rapat dengan keluasan kawasan pentadbiran Ipoh. Ini jelas terbukti dari detik-detik sejarah yang akhirnya menaikkan taraf Ipoh sebagai Bandaraya dan Ibu negeri Perak Darul Ridzuan. Ipoh pada mulanya hanyalah menjadi tumpuan tempat persinggahan dan perniagaan terpenting bagi daerah-daerah sekitarnya. Nama 'Ipoh' dipercayai berasal dari pokok 'Upas'. orang putih menyebutnya 'Epu' manakala orang Cina pula menyebutnya sebagai 'Ipoh' atau 'Paluh'.

Sehingga tahun 1980-an, Sungai Kinta menjadi perhubungan utama di antara Ipoh dengn kawasan-kawasan lain dalam atau luar negeri Perak. Selepas tahun 1874, perkembangan daerah Kinta amat lembab terutama masalah perhubungan melalui Sungai

Kinta. Kenderaan seperti sampan, gajah dan kereta lembu memakan masa yang lama. Dalam tahun 1884, jalan raya wujud menghubungi kawasan perkampungan Gopeng dan pelabuhannya di Kota Bharu dan seterusnya menghubungkan kawasan perlombongan Papan dengan Batu Gajah

Sehingga tahun 1889, hospital telah mula dibina di Ipoh dan hospital baru pula dibina di antara kawasan stesen keretapi dan Balai Polis Pusat. Manakala tahun 1889-1890. Dalam tahun 1893, lebih separuh rumah-rumah atap telah di robohkan dan diganti dengan bangunan-bangunan jenis batu, begitu juga longkang dan parit telah diperbaharui. Jalan-jalan disusun semula dan pokok-pokok untuk berteduh ditanam. Dalam tahun ini juga, 'Ipoh Sanitay Board' telah diwujudkan dan ia bertanggungjawab tentang kebersihan Ipoh. Dalam bidang pelajaran, Sekola Menengah Rendah Inggeris yang pertama di daerah Kinta telah dibina dalam tahun 1895 dan dikenali sebagai Anglo Chinese Boys,Ipoh.

Ipoh telah menjadi bandar yang terbesar di negeri Perak dan kedua besarnya di Negeri-negeri Melayu Bersekutu pada tahun 1895. Pada masa itu juga perhubungan jalanraya antara Ipoh dengan tempat-tempat lain di lembah kinta diperbaiki. Jambatan kayu menyeberangi sungai kinta diganti dengan jambatan besi pada tahun 1900.

Perkhidmatan dan kemudahan awam disediakan.Pembekalan bahagian sistem pembentungan ditubuhkan pada tahun 1898 dan diperkenalkan penggunaan tangki najis pada tahun 1905. Kawasan lapang pertama telah diadakan pada tahun 1898 yang kini dikenali sebagai 'Padang Ipoh'. Padang kelab Luba Perak dibina pada tahun 1904, 'Peoples Park dan kawasan memperingati J.W.W Birch ( James Ewheeler Woodford Birch) telah dibina pada tahun 1909.

Di antara tahun 1905-1914, kawasan pentadbiran bandar Ipoh berkembang hingga menyeberangi sungai kinta dan di sini wujudnya pekan baru (Ipoh New Town) ke jalan Anderson. Stesen keretapi, hotel, dewan bandaran (town hall), dan pejabat pos juga dibina. Begitu juga panggung wayang dan kenderaan bermotor telah mula mengambil tempat di Ipoh.

Perkhidmatan bas bermula pada tahun 1910 dan tahun 1911. Pejabat pendaftar kereta motor telah ditubuhkan di Ipoh. Pada tahun 1905-1915, 'Kinta Saitary Board North' telah diwujudkan dan tahun 1916-1941 'Kinta District Board' yang diwujudkan diketuai oleh A.S Jelf di bawah pentadbiran 'British Military Administration' mengambil tempat.

Manakala dalam tahun 1946-1954, 'Kinta Town Board' telah wujud yang bermula di bawah penyelarasan Major J.S Drake dan pada tahun 1954-1956, G.S Walker menjadi pengerusi 'Ipoh Mengelembu Town Council' ditubuhkan pada tahun 1957-1962 diketuai oleh Encik Abdullah Bin Uni. Pada 31 Mei 1962, Ipoh telah dinaikkan ke taraf perbandaran dan dikenali sebagai 'Majlis Perbandaran Ipoh' yang dipengerusikan oleh E.G Walker.

Pada 27 Mei 1988, DYMM Paduka Seri Sultan Perak Darul Ridzuan telah mengishtiharkan taraf Bandaraya kepada Ipoh, Ibu negeri Perak Darul Ridzuan. Majlis Perbandaran Ipoh dikenali sebagai 'Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh' dan ketua eksekutifnya bergelar Datuk Bandar. Datuk Bandar yang pertama ialah Dato’ Hj. Umar Bin Hj. Abu yang berkhidmat dari 27/05/1988 hingga 31/05/1993.

Sebagai Ibu negeri Perak Darul Ridzuan, Ipoh merupakan pusat pentadbiran, perdagangan, sukan, kebudayaan, kewangan, politik,keagamaan dan juga pendidikan. Kini dibawah pimpinan Datuk Bandar, Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh terus berusaha untuk menjadikan Bandaraya Ipoh sebagai sebuah bandar yang dinamik dan unggul.

Undang-undang kecil pula dibuat dengan tujuan untuk mengatasi pelbagai masalah seperti Undang-undang Kecil mengenali mengkompaun kesalahan, iklan, tempat letak kereta, bayaran pelan, taman dan lain-lain. Undang-undang Kecil ini dapat menentukan perihal dan peraturan atau tatacara sesuatu aktiviti itu ditadbirkan dengan cemerlang. Adalah menjadi tugas ahli majlis untuk mengadakan Undang-undang Kecil ini supaya dapat dijadikan asas dan panduan oleh pihak pengurusan untuk bertindak dalam menyelesaikan sebarang masalah.

Ahli majlis memainkan peranan penghubung di dalam hubungan antara kerajaan dengan rakyat melalui bentuk kerajaan ketiga iaitu Kerajaan Tempatan. Ahli majlis menjadi rujukan dan penyebar kepada dasar dan matlamat kerajaan, pengubahan dasar dan undang-undang yang bersesuaian untuk kepentingan dan kesejahteraan awam. Antara peranan dan tanggunjawab yang sepatutnya dilaksanakan ahli majlis adalah sebagai penyampai dan jurucakap Pihak Berkuasa Tempatan.

Penglibatan mereka adalah untuk mewakili kepentingan-kepentingan orang ramai dan masyarakat setempat. Mereka dianggap sebagai alat untuk menyampaikan kehendak orang ramai atau mendapat maklumbalas dari orang ramai terhadap perkhidmatan yang disediakan oleh PBT dan yang bukan berasaskan perkhidmatan. Mereka juga bertindak selaku jurucakap dan jentera penerangan kepada PBT. Apabila sesuatu dasar atau tindakan yang melibatkan orang ramai hendak diambil adalah menjadi tanggunjawab ahli majlis memberi kefahaman dan penjelasan. Ini mungkin termasuk penjelasan mengenai pengutipan cukai, kesedaran menggunakan segala kemudahan sosial yang disediakan, sebab-sebab sesuatu perkhidmatan tidak dapat disediakan dengan lebih memuaskan dan lain-lain.

Biasanya dasar yang dibuat oleh PBT mestilah dikaitkan dengan kehendak dan maklumat dasar negara seluruhnya. Memandangkan dasar merangkumi aspek-aspek yang luas maka ianya memerukan pengalaman dan pengetahuan yang mendalam terhadap sesuatu perkara yang hendak dijadikan dasar. Tujuannya bagi menjamin dasar yang dibentuk oleh PBT tidak banyak menimbulkan sungutan di kalangann orang ramai dan juga pihak kerajaan. Untuk mencapai tujuan ini, ahli majlis hendaklah tahu dasar kerajaan supaya dasar PBT tidak bercanggah dangan dasar kerajaan pusat dan negeri.

Ahli majlis hendaklah menentukan bahawa pengurusan pentadbiran berjalan mengikut prinsip-prinsip dan peraturan-peraturan yang ditetapkan oleh PBT dan kerajaan. Ini termasuk membahas dan meluluskan anggaran belanjawan, mengambil kakitangan baru atau penambahan jawatan baru selaras dengan dasar Kerajaan, kekesanan projek, perlanjutan atau penangguhan sesuatu projek yang didapati tidak sesuai dan peruntukan dibelanjakan mengikut keutamaan.

Ahli majlis juga dilantik menduduki mana-mana jawatankuasa bersama dengan lain-lain anggota yang dilantik. Ia melibatakan kerja-kerja perancangan dan polisi di peringkat awal. Keputusan-keputusan yang dicapai perlu dibawa kepada mesyuarat majlis Penuh untuk diterima atau ditolak sebelum sebarang perakuan dilaksanakan oleh pihak pengurusan. Ahli majlis perlu memainkan peranan sebagai “pemeriksa” terhadap kuasa dan budi bicara Yang Di Pertua (YDP), pengawai dan kakitangan PBT dalam menjalankan tugas. Ianya penting untuk memastikan sistem yang ada tidak akan memberi ruang kepada perlakuan kepada slaah guna kuasa dan terdedah kepada rasuah, semasa membuat keputusan. Tujuannya memastikan etika perkhidmatan awam dapat dibudayakan secara berterusan. Ini disebabkan banyak perkara yang berlaku di dalam pengurusan PBT yang menimbulkan keraguan oleh rakyat dan secara umumnya tempias tiada ketelusan dan rasuah mengakibatkan imej ahli majlis terbabit sama.

Penglibatan secara tidak langsung iaitu melalui pergaulan seharian untuk menerangkan kemajuan-kemajuan yang dicapai, masalah yang dihadapi, polisi-polisi dan sebagainya untuk mengelakkan kekeliruan di kalangan orang ramai, adalah amat penting di dalam melaksanakan peranan dan tanggungjawab ahli majlis yang berwibawa. Ahli majlis tidak berupaya bertindak secara peribadi dan sendirian di atas satu-satu hal yang menjadi dasar atau polisi kepada sesuatu PBT melainkan melalui keputusan sesuatu mesyuarat. Jika ini berlaku, ia akan mengakibatkan kemarahan rakyat seperti yang berlaku di Selangor baru-baru. Integriti yang tinggi perlu disemat sepanjang masa memegang jawatan ahli majlis.

Setiap ahli majlis perlu memahami peranan dan tanggujawab melalui pmahaman dan mendaulatkan perundangan. Kehendak perundangan mestilah dipatuhi untuk menjadi contoh kepada rakyat. Antara perundangan tersebut ialah Akta Kerajaan Tempatan 1976, Akta Jalan, Parit dan Bangunan 1974, Akta Perancang Bandar dan Desa, dan Undang-Undang Kecil PBT. Mungkin pihak pentadbiran PBT dapat membekalkan kepada ahli majlis naskah perundangan tersebut sebagai panduan dan pedoman sepanjang menjalankan tugas. Ini penting bagi memastikan ahli majlis bernilai dan dipandang mulia oleh pembayar cukai.

Ahli majlis juga wajib mengetahui mengenai objektif penubuhan PBT serta keutamaan-keutamaan yang diperlihatkan. Ini adalah untuk menentukan bahawa tindakan ahli majlis adalah bersesuaian dan selari dengan semangat onjektif dan matlamat yang sedia ada. Ahli majlis juga diwajibkan mengetahui objektif, matlamat dan dasar-dasar kerajaan Pusat seperti Rancangan Malaysia Ke-9. Ini adalah penting untuk menentukan bahawa dalam sebarang tindakan yang dilakukan, kepentingan dasar negara perlu diutamakan.

Ahli majlis pihak berkuasa tempatan hendaklah dilantik dari antara orang-orang yang bilangan terbesar daripada mereka hendaklah orang-orang yang biasanya bermastautin dalam kawasan pihak berkuasa tempatan itu dan yang pada pendapat Pihak Berkuasa Negeri mempunyai pengalaman luas dalam hal ehwal kerajaan tempatan atau yang telah mempeolehi kejayaan terpuji dalam sesuatu profesion, perdagangan atau perindustrian, ataupun yang mempunyai kebolehan untuk mewakili kepentingan-kepentingan kaum-kaum mereka dalam kawasan pihak berkuasa tempatan itu.

Antara cara perlantikannya ialah, tempoh jawatan bagi setiap seorang ahli majlis tidak boleh lebih daripada tiga tahun, kerusi seseorang ahli majlis hendaklah menjadi kosong jika sekiranya perletakan jawatannya diterima, jika dia hilang kelayakan di bawah subseksyen 34 (7) atau jika perlantikannya dibatalkan oleh Pihak Berkuasa Negeri. Apabila kerusi seseorang ahli majlis menjadi kosong, Datuk bandar atau Yang Dipertua hendaklah memberitahu Pihak Berkuasa Negeri dengan segera. Seseorang ahli majlis adalah layak dilantik semula apabila tamat tempoh jawatannya.

Jika Datuk Bandar atau Yang Dipertua tidak bersetuju dengan Ahli-ahli majlis yang lain-lain itu tentang penjalan mana-mana daripada kuasa-kuasanya atau kuasa-kuasa pihak berkuasa tempatan itu, dia hendaklah merujukkan perkara itu kepada Menteri Besar atau Ketua Menteri Negeri itu dan keputusan Menteri Besar atau Ketua Menteri itu atas perkara itu adalah muktamad dan berkuat kuasa ke atas pihak berkuasa tempatan itu. Datuk Bandar atau Yang Dipertua boleh membenarkan ahli-ahli majlis tidak menghadiri mesyuarat selama tempoh dan atas apa-apa syarat yang ditentukan oleh Pihak Berkuasa Negeri.

Peranan

Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh juga telah banyak memainkan peranan dalam aspek ekonomi Ipoh melalui penyediaan ruang perniagaan khususnya untuk perniagaan kecil yang akan dilaksanakan. Dengan ini, para perniaga kecil dapat membuka perniagaan mereka dengan lebih mudah dan cepat. Ini dapat meningkatkan ekonomi bandaraya Ipoh oleh kerana perkembangan perniagaan di kawasan setempat tersebut. Proses perlulusan lesen perniagaan yang cepat juga dapat membantu aspek ekonomi bandaraya Ipoh. Perlulusan lesen yang cepat akan menggalakan lagi para perniaga untuk memulakan perniagaan diri serta dapat memulakan perniagaan mereka dengan lebih cepat. Dengan itu, secara tidak langsung, ekonomi bandaraya Ipoh juga akan meningkat. Selain daripada itu, pihak Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh juga telah menjalankan program seperti “ Program Bandar Raya Persahabatan Ipoh-Medan”. Dalam program ini Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh telah menjalinkan hubungan Bandar Raya Persahabatan dengan Kota Medan pada 28 Ogos 2009. Pengwujudan hubungan Bandar Raya Persahabatan ini dibuat berdasarkan kesaksamaan dan kepentingan bersama dengan tujuan untuk memperkukuhkan dan memajukan perkongsian serta kerjasama antara dua Bandar Raya bagi mempromosikan kesefahaman dan persahabatan antara rakyat Malaysia dan Indonesia dan juga negara China. Hubungan persahabatan ini menjalankan kerjasama dalam bidang ekonomi.

Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh memainkan peranan yang penting dalam aspek pelancongan. Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh telah berusaha untuk meningkatkan lagi kualiti tempat perlancongan atau rekreasi yang terdapat di bandaraya Ipoh. Antara rekreasi yang terdapat di Ipoh ialah Taman Jepun, Taman Rekreasi Gunung Lang, dan sebagai-bagainya. Taman Jepun memberikan perasaan yang mendamaikan seolah-olah berada di negara Jepun itu sendiri manakala Taman Rekreasi Gunung Lang pula mempunyai pemandangan semula jadi yang terdiri daripada hamparan bukit batu kapur dan tasik yang menjadi daya tarikan utama pengunjung dari dalam mahu pun luar negeri. Pernyataan tentang tempat rekreasi tersebut menunjukkan perubahan yang telah banyak berlaku dengan bantuan Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh. Ini telah menarik ramai perhatian tempatan terutamanya pelancong-pelancong daripada luar negara. Usaha Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh dalam aspek ini dapat dilihat daripada segi fizikal sesuatu tempat rekreasi dan tempat pelancongan. Walaupun bandaraya Ipoh merupakan bandar yang kecil tetapi dengan kepelbagaian tempat pelancongan dan rekreasi yang terdapat di sini, bandaraya Ipoh telah menjadi bandar yang terkenal dalam aspek pelancongan.

Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh juga memainkan peranan yang banyak dalam aspek kebajikan bandaraya Ipoh. Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh telah banyak menyediakkan infrastruktur bandar Ipoh dengan menyediakkan pengangkutan awam yang baru untuk warga bandaraya Ipoh. Majlis Bandaraya juga telah berkali-kali membaik pulih semula kemudahan-kemudahan awam seperti telefon awam yang telah rosak. Tiada Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh, kami akan mengalami kesusahan dalam keadaan-keadaan yang ketara kerana ketiadaan kemudahan yang diperlukan. Penyediaan infrastruktur yang cekap oleh Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh telah memudahkan lagi para rakyat di bandaraya Ipoh. Pembinaan jalan alternatif dan membaik pulih jalan raya juga merupakan tugas Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh. Memastikan jalan raya dan lampu isyarat dalam keadaan yang baik adalah tanggungjawab mereka. Kemudahan pusat kesihatan turut dibekalkan oleh pihak Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh. Dengan ini, kesihatan rakyat di bandaraya Ipoh akan lebih terjamin dan selamat. Kini, aspek kebajikan di bandaraya Ipoh telah meningkat dari segi kuantiti dan kualiti.

Malaysia merupakan tempat yang berbilang kaum. Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh juga penting dalam memainkan peranan dalam aspek keagamaan. Tempat ibadat yang bervariasi di Ipoh menunjukkan Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh banyak menyumbang dalam segi pembinaan tempat beribadat. Antara tempat beribadat yang terdapat di bandaraya Ipoh adalah Masjid Negeri Sultan Idris Shah, Masjid India, Masjid Muhibbudin Shah, Gereja St.John, St Andrew Presbyterian, Gereja St.John The Divine, Sam Poh Tong, Kek Lok Tong Temple, Kuil Devi Sri Nagammal, Kuil Kallumalai Arul Migu Subramaniar Koli dan Kuil Mekprasit. Bilangan tempat di bandaraya Ipoh adalah banyak. Ini memudahkan rakyat yang berbilang kaum di Ipoh melawati atau bersembahyang di tempat beribadat tersebut. Kebanyakan tempat beribadat di Ipoh terletak di bandar. Oleh itu, para penduduk bandaraya Ipoh tiada menghadapi masalah untuk mengunjungi tempat-tempat beribadat tersebut. Bukan sahaja tempat beribadat di bandaraya Ipoh menjadi tempat untuk bersembahyang, malah perayaan besar juga dijalankan dalam tempat-tempat beribadat. Bilangan tempat ibadat yang besar menunjukkan betapa besar peranan Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh dalam keagamaan.

Perkembangan

Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh merupakan institusi pentadbiran yang istimewa. Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh istimewa kerana jenis perkhidmatan yang disumbangkan oleh Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh alah bervariasi. Antara keistimewaan Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh adalah, ia memberikan perkhidmatan secara langsung kepada para pelanggan dan juga perkhidmatan secara internet. Para pelanggan akan dapat menerima layanan secara langsung yang berkualiti daripada para pekerja di bangunan Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh. Perkhidmatan secara langsung ini bergerak secara sistematik. Terdapat pelbagai jenis jabatan yang terdapat di Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh. Antaranya ialah Jabatan Bangunan, Jabatan Hal Ehwal Komuniti, Jabatan Kejuruteraan, Jabatan Kesihatan, Jabatan Kewangan, Jabatan Landskap Dan Rekreasi, Jabatan Penilaian Dan Pengurusan Harta,
Jabatan Pentadbiran Dan Pembangunan Organisasi, Jabatan Perancang Pejabat Audit, Pejabat Perhubungan Awam, Pejabat Undang-Undang, Bahagian Pelesenan dan Bahagian Penguatkuasaan. Dengan itu, segala urusan dapat diuruskan dengan lebih cepat dan teliti. Perkhidmatan Internet oleh Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh pula membekalkan perkhidmatan seperti E-Perkhidmatan dan E-Komuniti. E-Perkhidmatan memberikan perkhidmatan seperti e-Aduan, MBI GIS, Tender dan Sebutharga, e-Borang, Semakan OSC, My ID, My Bayar dan MySMS. Contohnya, perkhidmatan e-Aduan merupakan perkhidmatan yang membolehkan para pelanggan untuk membuat aduan melalui Internet manakala e-Borang pula pelanggan dapat memuat turun borang daripada portal web Majlis Bandraya Ipoh. E-Komuniti pula memberikan perkhidmatan tentang maklumat perpustakaan, dewan orang ramai, dewan bandaran, rumah pangsa, tempat letak kereta, sukan dan rekreasi, kaunter-kaunter melalui Internet.

Sebagai institusi pentadbiran tempatan, Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh telah mencapai pelbagai kemajuan serta anugerah. Antara kemajuan yang telah dicapai oleh Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh ialah Anugerah Inovasi MAMPU pada tahun 1991 yang melibatkan Bahagian Lalulintas, Jabatan Kejuruteraan yand berjaya mendapat tempat pertama dalam anugerah ini. Selain daripada anugerah ini, Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh juga telah berjaya mendapat tempat pertama dalam beberapa jenis anugerah kualiti. Antaranya ialah, Pertandingan Kebersihan Sistem Saliran Kawasan Bandaraya dan Majlis Perbandaran Di Seluruh Negara 1994 pada tahun 1994 yang melibatkan Bahagian Perkhidmatan Bandar dan Jabatan Kesihatan, Konvensyen KMK Peringkat Negeri Perak Sektor Awam Tahun 1997 pada tahun 1997 yang melibatkan Bahagian Letak Kereta, Jabatan Kewangan,
Anugerah Inovasi Perkhidmatan Awam Peringkat Negeri Perak Darul Ridzuan
Tajuk: Pemangkasan Pokok Blue Juniper Berbentuk Spring. Pada tahun 2000 yang melibatkan Jabatan Landskap dan Rekreasi, dan Anugerah Inovasi Perkhidmatan Awam
Tajuk: Sistem Pendaftaran kontraktor (SysCon), Kategori: Perubahan Prosedur pada tahun 2006 yang mlibatkan Bahagian Cukai Taksiran, Jabatan Kewangan. Anugerah yang dicapai oleh Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh tidak dapat dinafikan bahawa Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh telah membuat kemajuan yang baik. Tidak dilupakan juga jabatan-jabatan yang terdapat dalam MBI yang telah menyumbangkan tenaga dan peluh dalam memajukan Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh. Selain daripada itu, anugerah yang telah dicapai oleh Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh juga boleh dikonklusikan bahawa Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh telah mencapai kemajuan dari pelbagai sektor seperti sektor perkhidmatan, kewangan, pelancongan, kebajikan dan sebagainya. Kemajuan yang dicapai oleh Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh merupakan tanda baik bahawa MBI kini akan lebih berkembang dengan maju lagi.

Terdapat pelbagai jenis cabaran yang dihadapi oleh pihak Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh. Antara cabaran yang dihadapinya ialah tugas membaik pulih jalan yang rosak. Ini merupakan cabaran yang perlu diatasi mereka dari semasa ke semasa kerana kerosakkan jalan raya kini giat berlaku. Mereka perlu membaiki jalan-jalan tersebut dan terpaksa menerima kritikan serta aduan para pelanggan yang menghadapi masalah. Selain daripada itu, membaik pulih jalan bukannya senang yang di seperti mana rakyat sangkakan. Perancangan yang baik serta tindakan yang tidak menyusahkan para penduduk merupakan aspek yang penting dalam menjalankan kerja sebegini. Selain daripada itu, aduan daripada para pelanggan serta permintaan yang tinggi menyebabkan para pekerja yang bekerja pada sektor khidmat pelanggan berasa tercabar. Mereka terpaksa menghadapi situasi begini tiap-tiap hari. Walau bagaimanapun, sikap kebijaksaan dan kecekapan para pekerja di Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh tentu dapat mengatasinya dengan baik dengan menguntungkan kedua-dua pihak. Cabaran yang seterusnya dihadapi oleh Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh ialah ketumbangan pokok besar di sekitar tepi jalan. Mereka perlu memastikan keselamatan pengguna jalan raya terlebih dahulu supaya tiada seseorang pun tercedera dalam kemalangan tersebut. Seterusnya, mereka akan menguruskan pokok tersebut dengan beralihkannya ke dalam kereta truck yang besar supaya tidak menggangu ruang di jalan raya. Kerosakkan tiang lampu juga merupakan antara cabaran yang dihadapi oleh Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh. Kerosakkan tiang lampu akan membahayakan para pemandu di jalan dan kemungkinan besar berlakunya kemalangan. Ini adalah disebabkan oleh kegelapan di sepanjang jalan. Situasi ini akan menyebabkan para pemandu berasa sukar untuk memandu dalam keadaan jalan raya yang terlalu gelap lalu terjadilah kemalangan jika tidak berhati-hati.

Sumber pendapatan wang Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh pula ialah pengutipan cukai taksiran. Cukai taksiran perlu dibayar oleh para penduduk di bandaraya Ipoh kepada Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh. Daripada situ, Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh akan menggunakannya sebagi sumber kewangan mereka. Penjualan kupon meletak kereta juga merupakan suber kewangan mereka. Para pemandu perlu membeli kupon tersebut jika mereka hendak meletak kereta mereka di sesuatu tempat untuk letak kereta. Jika mereka tidak menggunakan kupon tersebut, maka, saman akan dikena. Tapak penyewaaan juga merupakan sumber kewangan mereka. Pelbagai jenis penyewaan yang dijalankan oleh Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh. Antaranya ialah penyewaan bengkel, rumah kedai, pejabat-pejabat di plaza dan pelbagai lagi tempat dan penyewaan tandas awam. Segala hasil penyewaan akan dijadikan sumber kewangan mereka. Pembayaran bil-bil yang tertentu kepada pihak Majlis Bandaya Ipoh juga merupakan antara suber kewangan mereka.

2011-06-15T16:02:00.000+08:00

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/6/14/nation/20110614094631&sec=nation
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/6/15/nation/8901242&sec=nation

Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha　innocent starter　on guitar

2011-06-12T20:44:00.000+08:00

Him again :DDD AWESOME

Yui Street Live in Hong Kong 3rd song - Good-bye days with Fans

2011-06-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

2011-06-12T20:31:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2R7VHDZoJDA&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL

Card Captor Sakura 3rdOP"Platinum" on guitar

2011-06-12T20:03:00.000+08:00

This guy is awesome :DDD

Nikon D5100 Photo Competition Submission

2011-06-05T20:01:00.000+08:00

Nikon D5100 Photo Competition Submission

Holidays

2011-05-30T12:03:00.000+08:00

I'm on holiday now. For 16 days. Will be back to school on the 13th of June. Plans for holidays?

Mission number one.
Finish all the home works.

Mission number 2.
I have to finish my JV board and tags before 1st of June ( Camp )

Mission number 3.
Try my best to bring myself to study or else I'll really die.

Mission 4.
Finish all the folios. Both History and Geography.

Mission 5.
Make new and colorful chocolates ^^ ( If it's possible...)

That is all for holiday plans. I hope I can carry out everything right.

Meeting

2011-05-24T16:52:00.000+08:00

Learned a lot of things during the meeting.

What an eye opener.

It was kinda fun :)

Wee~

Library

2011-05-18T15:20:00.000+08:00

"Miss Lee was in the library today. My class made a lot of noise and obviously, that is when, the problem started."

As usual, she started with a mild scolding, then into a big one. First, she told us to get a book and sit down and read if we don't want to get any scolding from her. Maybe some of them reacted slow to her response and kept chatting away as if she doesn't exist. Then she said ( I guess?)

"Do what you're suppose to do, you know what you're suppose to do right?! Do it before I do something! "

So then I quickly pick up a random book and sat down to where I'm suppose to sit. But then, things seems to get worse as there are still some students who are still talking in their own world ignoring here. This is when things go wrong. She started talking about us being bad and all. Disrespect to teachers. Having cursed genes? And our parents who did bad things and the genes was cursed so it was passed down to us. She was saying that the teacher was doing her duty for keeping us quiet and they are rational with their actions. Then she started shouting

"Where's your teacher?! She's responsible for keeping you quiet?! Where is she?! This is a tidak bertanggungjawab( Irresponsible ) teacher! WHERE IS SHE?!"

The same thing goes on and on and on. Lord Jesus Christ. Buang bayi ( Throwing babies ) . Saying to us to test our luck on her see whether she right or wrong. There's also one thing she said about Malaysia. Beforehand, I would like to explain to all non-Malaysian readers that Malaysia has this motto called ''Malaysia Boleh'' ( Malaysia Can!/ Malaysia Can Do It ) ~~something like that~~ And she said something about it.

"Malaysia Boleh? Malaysia Tak boleh. Boleh pergi buang longkang dengan generasi begini ! ! "

            I don't wanna translate the above statement because it's kinda a bit disgracing so if you're really curious, directly ask me :D Between, she shouted at a teacher in the library too, asking her to state whether the things she said was rational or not. Of course the teacher nodded to prevent any ruckus caused. ~~wise choice teacher~~

           So then again...the same thing goes on. Money and sex and this is what she the whole time she was ~~shouting~~ nagging. It was repeated for around...5 times more? I don't know. Haha, anyway...I didn't take it at heart as it was kinda pitiful for her too as I heard...(I heard) She had a sad past that made her life like that now. I wouldn't say she is mentally troubled but...yea...something like that?

          Don't blame her okay :) She's a good person at heart actually... ( ~~If you leave her alone~~ ) Even the rest of the teachers told us not to take it at heart. Haha, seriously, we didn't. We knew her. In fact, I bet the whole class was indirectly enjoying it. (~~somehow~~) Anyway, god bless her. (I mean it okay :D )

         That's all for today :) Happy day people. May God be With You....

2011-05-16T14:50:00.000+08:00

I would be lying if I say I wasn't sad

I just know I'm not the only one in the world suffering

Yet, why is it hurting so much

I told myself not to care anymore

It's none of my business

But I couldn't help thinking about

Talking might relief me a bit

But

How long will it last?

I just can't stand that feeling.

I felt like I'm bursting anytime.

I can't cry.

I don't know how to weep now.

I just don't know.

Music Exam

2011-05-07T15:35:00.000+08:00

Music exam was fine.

~~I think~~

Studied a lot about Chopin and Johann Strauss

But,

None of them came out.

Study like mad about Romantic Period's

Style

Composer

and characters.

But

none came out.

Didn't really focus on

the '' Gendang 24 musim''

and it came out.

Easy questions.

I memorize all the names of the founder.

The year.

But none.

Came out.

What a let down

2011-05-06T15:52:00.000+08:00

Today's BM paper ( Bahasa Melayu/Malay Language) was kinda hard.

Paper one was kinda fine, but I was half-asleep doing the paper

and I made a lot of careless mistakes! ><

I should have stop studying and slept earlier!

Paper 2 was okay not until the Bahagian D (Part D)

Where you have to write about the novel you've read in the syllabus.

At first I saw the question it was ''Keistimewaan watak utama''

(Special characteristics of the main character)

and I thought, ''Yes..it's gonna be easy''

But when I have a second look, it a novel based on

Form 1 and Form 2. Not 3.

~~WTF~~

How am I gonna write eh?

I was studying like mad about Form 3 novel and this is it.

Form 1 and 2 novel.

Seriously, I should have just slept earlier last night!

In the end, my brain somehow managed to dig some

of the previous information I remember

about the following novels.

Let's hope that PMR wouldn't be

That...Cruel..

The Birdie :D

2011-04-29T15:03:00.000+08:00

It was an awesome day in school today! First thing early in the morning we had a little companion in our class :) It's a bird! A baby bird! It still can't fly. Maybe it's injured? Who knows? It's so cute! The feather is so soft and fluffy! Everyone was like surrounding the bird. The little bird must have some guts to be fearless around so many human beings! I've touched the bird :) It is so cute! It makes me really happy when I'm all tired in class! My friend Chin hide the bird in the desk so that the teacher wont noticed it. Before that, she was holding the bird, but later on, the bird was passed on to Yee Yeeng. Unfortunately for Yee Yeeng, she received a ''little mini gift' from the birdie :D The bird pee-ed on Yee Yeeng's hand! She immediately put the bird down and ran to wash her hands. All of us were laughing hysterically!


                 Later on after recess, the bird was chirping non-stop . We were wondering if the little bird was hungry. So Abe stole some bread from Vindeya's Tupperware and feed it. Poured some water too for it to drink. It seems like the little bird wasn't digging in. We were wondering what's the matter. Later on, the teacher came in. Chin kept the bird in the desk again. The bird was making a lot of noise. Everyone became anxious as they were afraid that the teacher will took notice of the bird. Not long, a bird came in flying in and out and around the class. We were wondering,''Is that the mother bird?'' Soon, the baby bird begin chirping hysterically! So we decided to let the bird out. The teacher saw the bird. Surprisingly, no special reaction was shown, but never mind! So the bird was really worried and wanted to get back to its mother. The mother too was very anxious too as she saw her own child surround by so many human beings. She flew too Chin then back to the whiteboard. LOL. So then the little bird climb to Dawnn's textbook and my teacher put the textbook onto another table (teacher's table) The mother bird approach the little bird and flew out of the class. THE LITTLE BIRD HAS NOW SUCCESSFULLY FLEW!!!! aw....I'm so proud of it!

             So that's the end of the story. I often do such kind of essay in English but I've never expected it to happen in real life. Especially the part when the mother bird came in and find for the little bird. It was some real good stuff to see. Once in a life time experience which happens once in a blue moon :) Today was really great! It was raining. The wind was breezy, cool and nice. The cloud were moving gracefully....I love today :D What a great day.....

2011-04-27T15:40:00.001+08:00

勉強しなきゃ！しけんわあるだから！

2011-04-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

Life seems harder now. If I look at it positively nothing bad will happen. If it is so, I don't really mind actually. Maybe I got use to this kind of life. well,at least it's better than other people out there right? I mean, like Japan, they've been hit pretty badly. Not pretty, but very. So, I'll keep my chin up and move on with life :) I hope you don't mind me much, because blogging is the only way I can express my rants and feelings. Exams are coming up. Got to study.

currently waiting patiently for my father to give me a proper reply. It's been a really long time since I've waited for the home stay program...

Thanks

2011-04-25T15:55:00.000+08:00

Thanks everyone for the wishes :)
Thanks Seow :) For the present
I love it!

2011-04-23T01:22:00.001+08:00

自分の気持ち。。。伝えるの気持ち。。
なんか、むずかしいですよね？
いまわ、ことばおできない。
そろそろ、私の誕生日です。
私の誕生日プレゼントわ、マンガです！
事前に誕生日プレゼントです！
ほんとにありがとう。私の大切なのともだち！＾＾

~~I wonder if it's all right? 0_0~~

2011-04-23T01:02:00.000+08:00

A friend like you is what I want.

A friend like you is who I admire.

The times we share our joy and pain.

Will always be carved in my soul.

Over here I'm wishing.

That you would feel the same for me.

Wishing at the same time that our friendship

will last.

And one day when we grow up,

we'll know.

The silly moments we have together.

To you my friend.

Even though we might not know what the future is bringing.

But still, let's cling on to the small miracle of hope.
The hope where we can still do silly things together,
sharing jokes
happy moments
and more

2011-04-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

I got use to sleeping late now. I've got nothing to do so I decided to blog :D Hope everyone in the world is doing fine now. Read a few post by my friends blog. It was all 2009's post. So nostalgic and funny! Every single post has something to do about me :D So nice of her!

I suddenly feel like wishing. Well here's a list of thing I wish for :

I hope the children in the world live good life like me
No children starve to death
No AID/HIV
Japan please recover fast
Fukushima power plant please be good
Malaysia terus maju :D
World, please be peaceful
But first, humans, please be good ( I'm trying to >.<)
No poverty
NO natural disasters
People, stop polluting Earth
More charity
More love
More life
No animal abusing
Adopt dogs from SPCA instead of buying
Contribute more to the society
People keep positive
No more suicide
Cancer be curable

I wish a lot :D But want to do something about it instead of wishing. I'll make an effort first my improving myself first. I hope it makes a difference :)

Seow's BD

2011-04-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

To Seow :D

Afrikaans	Veels geluk met jou verjaarsdag!
Albanian	Urime ditelindjen!
Alsatian	Gueter geburtsdaa!
Amharic	Melkam lidet!
Arabic	Eid milaad saeed! or Kul sana wa inta/i tayeb/a! (masculine/feminine)
Armenian	Taredartzet shnorhavor! or Tsenund shnorhavor!
Assyrian	Eida D'moladukh Hawee Brikha!
Austrian-Viennese	Ois guade winsch i dia zum Gbuadsdog!
Aymara (Bolivia)	Suma Urupnaya Cchuru Uromankja!
Azerbaijani	Ad gununuz mubarek! -- for people older than you Ad gunun mubarek! -- for people younger than you
Basque	Zorionak!
Belauan-Micronesian	Ungil el cherellem!
Bengali (Bangladesh/India)	Shuvo Jonmodin!
Bicol (Philippines)	Maogmang Pagkamundag!
Bislama (Vanuatu)	Hapi betde! or Yumi selebretem de blong bon blong yu!
Brazil	ParabŽns a voc! ParabŽns a voc, nesta data querida muitas felicidades e muitos anos de vida.
Breton	Deiz-ha-bloaz laouen deoc'h!
Bulgarian	Chestit Rojden Den!
Cambodian	Som owie nek mein aryouk yrinyu!
Catalan	Per molts anys! or Bon aniversari! or Moltes Felicitats!
Chamorro	Biba Kumplianos!
Chinese-Cantonese	Sun Yat Fai Lok!
Chinese Fuzhou	San Ni Kuai Lo!
Chiness-Hakka	Sang Ngit Fai Lok!
Chinese-Mandarin	qu ni sheng er kuai le
Chinese-Shanghaiese	San ruit kua lok!
Chinese-Tiociu	Se Jit khuai lak!
Chronia Polla	NA ZHSHS
Croatian	Sretan Rodendan!
Czech	Vsechno nejlepsi k Tvym narozeninam!!
Danish	Tillykke med fodselsdagen!
Dutch-Antwerps	Ne gelukkege verjoardach!
Dutch-Bilzers	Ne geleukkege verjoardoag!
Dutch-Drents	Fellisiteert!
Dutch-Flemish	Gelukkige verjaardag! or Prettige verjaardag!
Dutch-Frisian	Fan herte lokwinske!
Dutch-Limburgs	Proficiat! or Perfisia!
Dutch-Spouwers	Ne geleukkege verjeurdoag!
Dutch-Twents	Gefeliciteard met oen'n verjoardag!
Dutch	Hartelijk gefeliciteerd! or Van harte gefeliciteerd met je verjaardag!
English	Happy Birthday!
Esperanto	Felichan Naskightagon!
Estonian	Palju onne sunnipaevaks!
Euskera	Zorionak zure urtebetetze egunean!
Faroes ( Faroe island )	Tillukku vid fodingardegnum!
Farsi	Tavalodet Mobarak!
Finnish	Hyvaa syntymapaivaa!
French (Canada)	Bonne Fete!
French	Joyeux Anniversaire!
Frisian	Lokkiche jierdei!
Gaelic (Irish)	L‡ breithe mhaith agat!
Gaelic (Scottish)	Co` latha breith sona dhuibh!
Galician (Spain)	Ledicia no teu cumpreanos!
Georgian	Gilotcav dabadebis dges!
German-Badisch	Allis Guedi zu dim Fescht!
German-Bavarian	Ois Guade zu Deim Geburdstog!
German-Berlinisch	Allet Jute ooch zum Jeburtstach! or Ick wuensch da allet Jute zum Jeburtstach!
German-Bernese	Es Muentschi zum Geburri!
German-Camelottisch	Ewllews Gewtew zewm Gewbewrtstewg. Mew!
German-Frankonian	Allmecht! Iich wuensch Dir aan guuadn Gebuardsdooch!
German-Lichtenstein	Haerzliche Glueckwuensche zum Geburtstag!
German-Moselfraenkisch	Haezzlische Glickwunsch zem Gebordsdach!
German-Plattdeutsch	Ick wuensch Di allns Gode ton Geburtsdach!
German-Rhoihessisch	Ich gratelier Dir aach zum Geburtstag!
German-Ruhr	Allet Gute zum Gebuatstach!
German-Saarlaendisch	Alles Gudde for dei Gebordsdaach!
German-Saechsisch	Herzlischen Gliggwunsch zum Geburdsdaach!
German-Schwaebisch	Aelles Guade zom Gebordzdag!
German-Wienerisch	Ois Guade zum Geburdsdog!
German	Alles Gute zum Geburtstag!
Greek	Eytyxismena Genethlia! or Chronia Pola!
Greenlandic	Inuuinni pilluarit!
Gronings (Netherlands)	Fielsteerd mit joen verjoardag!
Gujarati (India)	Janma Divas Mubarak!
Gujrati (Pakistan)	Saal Mubarak!
Guarani (Paraguay Indian)]	Vy-Apave Nde Arambotyre!
Hawaiian	Hau`oli la hanau!
Hebrew	Yom Huledet Same'ach!
Hiligaynon (Philippines)	Masadya gid nga adlaw sa imo pagkatawo!
Hindi (India)	Janam Din ki badhai! or Janam Din ki shubkamnaayein!
Hungarian	Boldog szuletesnapot! or Isten eltessen!
Icelandic	Til hamingju med afmaelisdaginn!
Indonesian	Selamat Ulang Tahun!
Irish-gaelic	La-breithe mhaith agat! or Co` latha breith sona dhut! Or Breithla Shona Dhuit!
Italian	Buon Compleanno!
Italian (Piedmont)	Bun Cumpleani!
Italian (Romagna)	At faz tent avguri ad bon cumplean!
Japanese	Otanjou-bi Omedetou Gozaimasu!
Javaans-Indonesia	Slamet Ulang Taunmoe!
Jerriais	Bouon Anniversaithe!
Kannada (India)	Huttida Habba Subashayagalu!
Kapangpangan (Philippines)	Mayap a Kebaitan
Kashmiri (India)	Voharvod Mubarak Chuy!
Kazakh (Kazakstan)	Tughan kuninmen!
Klingon	Quchjaj qoSlIj!
Korean	Saeng il chuk ha ham ni da!
Kurdish	Rojbun a te piroz be!
Kyrgyz	Tulgan kunum menen!
Latin	Fortuna dies natalis!
Latvian	Daudz laimes dzimsanas diena!
Lithuanian	Sveikinu su gimtadieniu! or Geriausi linkejimaigimtadienio progal
Luganda	Nkwagaliza amazalibwa go amalungi!
Luxembourgeois	Vill Gleck fir daei Geburtsdaag!
Macedonian	Sreken roden den!
Malayalam (India)	Pirannal Aasamsakal! or Janmadinasamsakal!
Malaysian	Selamat Hari Jadi!
Maltese	Nifrahlek ghal gheluq sninek!
Maori	Kia huritau ki a koe!
Marathi (India)	Wadhdiwasachya Shubhechha!
Mauritian Kreol	mo swet u en bonlaniverser!
Mbula (Umboi Island, Papua New Guinea)	Leleng ambai pa mbeng ku taipet i!
Mongolian	Torson odriin mend hurgee!
Navajo	bil hoozho bi'dizhchi-neeji' 'aneilkaah!
Niederdeutsch (North Germany)	Ick gratuleer di scheun!
Nepali	Janma dhin ko Subha kamana!
Norwegian	Gratulerer med dagen!
Oriya (India)	Janmadina Abhinandan!
Papiamento (lower Dutch Antilles)	Masha Pabien I hopi aña mas!
Pashto (Afganistan)	Padayish rawaz day unbaraksha!
Persian	Tavalodet Mobarak!
Pinoy (Philippines)	Maligayang kaarawan sa iyo!
Polish	Wszystkiego Najlepszego! or Wszystkiego najlepszego zokazji urodzin! wszystkiego najlepszego z okazji urodzin
Portuguese (Brazil)	Parabens pelo seu aniversario! or Parabenspara voce! or Parabens e muitas felicidades!
Portuguese	Feliz Aniversario! or Parabens!
Punjabi (India)	Janam din diyan wadhayian!
Rajasthani (India)	Janam ghaanth ri badhai, khoob jeeyo!
Romanian	La Multi Ani!
Rosarino Basico (Argentina)	Feneligiz Cunumplegeanagonos!
Russian	S dniom razhdjenia! or Pazdravliayu s dniom razhdjenia!
Sami/Lappish	Lihkos Riegadanbeaivvis!
Samoan	Manuia lou aso fanau!
Sanskrit (India)	Ravihi janmadinam aacharati!
Sardinian (Italy)	Achent'annos! Achent'annos!
Schwyzerduetsch (Swiss German)	Vill Glück zum Geburri!
Serbian	Srecan Rodjendan!
Slovak	Vsetko najlepsie k narodeninam!
Slovene	Vse najboljse za rojstni dan!
Sotho	Masego motsatsing la psalo!
Spanish	Feliz Cumplea–os!
Sri Lankan	Suba Upan dinayak vewa!
Sundanese	Wilujeng Tepang Taun!
Surinamese	Mi fresteri ju!
Swahili	Hongera! or Heri ya Siku kuu!
Swedish	Grattis pŒ fšdelsedagen
Syriac	Tahnyotho or brigo!
Tagalog (Philippines)	Maligayang Bati Sa Iyong Kaarawan!
Taiwanese	San leaz quiet lo!
Tamil (India)	Piranda naal vaazhthukkal!
Telugu (India)	Janmadina subha kankshalu!
Telugu	Puttina Roju Shubakanksalu!
Thai	Suk San Wan Keut!
Tibetan	Droonkher Tashi Delek!
Tulu(Karnataka - India)	Putudina dina saukhya!
Turkish	Dogum gunun kutlu olsun!
Ukrainian	Mnohiya lita! or Z dnem narodjennia!
Urdu (India)	Janam Din Mubarak
Urdu (Pakistan)	Saalgirah Mubarak!
Vietnamese	Chuc Mung Sinh Nhat!
Visayan (Philippines)	Malipayong adlaw nga natawhan!
Welsh	Penblwydd Hapus i Chi!
Xhosa (South Afican)	Imini emandi kuwe!
Yiddish	A Freilekhn Gebortstog!
Yoruba (Nigeria)	Eku Ojobi!
Zulu (South Afican)	Ilanga elimndandi kuwe!

2011-03-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

Some things are better just left unsaid...

The feelings of regret has now return

to continue to haunt me.

The feeling is beginning to fade.

I wonder if the source of problem comes from me,

or you...

But I hope you understand,

that denial

is not

solution.

試験

2011-03-21T16:32:00.001+08:00

みなさん、こんにちは。山ネコです!

今回の試験。まあまあです。。。。数学わ　すごく簡単です！

英語も簡単です！科学も簡単です。。でも。。。ワタシの業績わ。。
まあまあです。。。だから。。きょうわ。。。ほんとに。。がっかりです

Grateful

2011-03-17T16:56:00.000+08:00

Lately I've been feeling more grateful than ever. Of course, there's a lot of time where I would frown and stuff but lately, the earthquake incident in Japan has made me realize how important food and natural resources are to us. Seriously, you couldn't ask more more don't you? Be grateful already! It's already a good thing that I'm living. Having shelter, more than enough food, clothes and air conditioners. People in Japan are suffering more than they imagine. Shortage of water supply, the fear of radiation from nuclear plants, frequent aftershocks and earthquakes reaching 9.0 magnitude, tsunami, shortage of food, suffering from the extreme cold weather, no heater, the lost of family members as well as relatives and friends, it's just so uncountable! The fact that these stuffs are happening to their country is beyond their imagination. what could you ask more? And I found some rascal who actually say Japan deserves it and it's their 'karma' -.- *laughs*Well, you have karma waiting for you then! Tell, me, who in the world world actually deserves this? Let me tell you instead, NO ONE.

Wanna repent? Do more charity. You can make donation through :

http://www.google.com/tsunami_relief.html

http://www.worldvision.org/

http://www.worldvision.com.my/
http://www.redcross.org.uk/Donate-Now/Make-a-single-donation/Disaster-Fund
http://redcrescent.org.my/drupal/node/2550

Earthquake

2011-03-12T00:32:00.000+08:00

May God Hear Our Prayer from here.

I hope all the people who are affected by this natural disaster will soon resume back to their normal usual days with no worries. Hope they will be safe and sound. Hope they will be alive!

Stop the earthquakes and tsunami please!

Many people are dying for nothing!

Scholastic Writers' Award 2011

2011-03-05T12:55:00.000+08:00

I'm entering this essay writing competition :) I'm not sure whether I can make it or not but I'm gonna give it a shot! I've viewed the list of winners for Scholastic Writers' Award 2010. For the category A 7-12 years old...The main prizes were all swept away by Singaporeans while consolations to Malaysia. As for category B, all I can see is Malaysia, Malaysia and more Malaysia! Both grand prizes and consolation! ( It gives me a bit of confidence now ) Though the chance of me (an amateur writer ) of winning is very very slim. (Like a spider thread) I'm still gonna try! That's all! To those who are interested, you can visit this website :

http://www.scholastic-asia.com/scholastic/content.php?regionid=1&rchannelid=&mainchannelid=90&pid=1037

Singapore

2011-02-26T16:21:00.000+08:00

Universal Studio

Pharaoh (?)

Shrek's house

Woody Woodpecker

Manga :D My heaven

Manga

Universal Studio crews :)

The Far Far Away Castle

Street

Hotel hallway

Balcony view

Night Safari

Japanese Kid!

Desserts!

Sentosa shops

Fountain

Counting Oranges!(We actually won the counting oranges contest!)

Sports Day 2011

2011-02-26T16:20:00.000+08:00

Well peeps/peers, today is...Sports Day.
Like the usual times, woke up early, go to stadium and start the event!
I like the management this year.
1stly - No more longer delays! 2nd - Nice weather! 3rd - more organized!
There's nothing much to talk about it.
There's cheer leading, running, relay race and march past competitions within body units and houses.
I only remember the results for march past
1st - KRS ( Youth Cadet ) ?
2nd - 4th Unit Rangers
3rd - 8th Coy

Joyful Vanguard didn't get a placing. Well, it's okay :) ``We did our best. I'm proud of all of you!'' (President says) Well, overall it was an enjoyable day ( compare to previous years) That's all and Byebye!
For photos, please visit my Facebook page ^^

Pain

2011-01-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

As I know, pain can't be shared.
Not wishing to let people know my feelings, it's painful.
I kept it inside all by myself. Not wanting people to know.
I don't want sympathy.
It hurts so much sometimes I would tell myself not to try,
but in the end, I couldn't hold back my tears.
All I can do is cry alone.
Even if it's shared, no one will understand.
The world I'm living, the life I'm leading.

As time pass by, I got used to it.
Tears just wont come out no matter how much I wanted it too.
It hurts in the heart, mind and soul.
All I need is a reaching hand.
A ear than can listen and a heart that understand.
I look strong, but I'm weak inside.

How I wish I can hear those warm words.
I'll be here for you.
Even if it's not told, I wanna feel it by heart.
As the pain in my heart, can only be erased by
WARMNESS

Annoyed

2011-01-18T16:49:00.000+08:00

Where to start? It's kinda a long fight of a small trivial matter.
Today, there is this ''Moral Quiz'' going on in the class. Everything was going on smoothly, we were being nice to each other not long after the opposing team lost all their cool composure.

There is unfairness going on and lost of rationalism among teams...Well, it's not like I'm supporting my own team but, I think they're at fault most.
They shouted a lot...( Why shout? we're just opposite you )
They think that they were right all times.
Come on, there's winning and losing.
Accept the fact that the answer you gave is wrong.
Wrong means wrong. Decisions are made. NO CHANGE.

Things started to get very wrong when they started to shout and so on...The time limit was supposed to be 1 minute min' and they've shortened the time to 10 secs? =/ How unreasonable. And more thing is , the given situation they've shown clearly was not even clear and there's even possible answers for that. Okay, I don't mind if that's the answer you've decided I don't mind, but can you please respect us like we do to you. Accept the fact that the answer we set is that answer. You were fighting like mad dogs arguing about the answer given was acceptable. Hey, how about our case here? We give and take. We don't mind, we didn't even shout like you did and go all unsatisfied about small matter like this. If you people think that you only wanted to win and thinks that you were right at all times, why bother participating in such activity? I got damn fed up and just say ''Do as you like'' Come on, if you think your answer is correct I have no reason to kept arguing with you, yes or not? Even if I did, this argument will be pointless. It's not both of us will not be getting anything in return. Right? Yes...We kept quiet...being very patient with you despite your irritating attitude being so kiasu and un-professional at the same time. Not to mention irrational too. Only some of the members there deserve my respect as they were really gentle and thought of the goods of both sides. Will you please learn from them and stop acting all so work up and being so childish? It's just a quiz! There's winning and losing. We are all doing this just for the sake of responsibility! Why bother going through all the trouble to shout and yell? I felt so stupid back firing at you people. I should have just sat there being cool and let you shout like as if you've never shout in your life before.

Well, let's put that aside. I don't mind fighting with you since it's just a fight between two teams. But there is this extremely irritating and busybody fellow who stuck up her own nose into other people's business. You won't die if you talk less about other people. Besides, it's not of your business whether who is gonna win and who is not. You don't need to bad mouth other people saying all those nasty phrases and words. Didn't your mommy teach you manners? You're such an intelligent person and yet you didn't know how to think smartly. I don't think it'll bring any benefit to you telling all this nonsense. Besides, what's your problem stucking your nose into others business? Oh my..how I hate that mouth of yours. The bad manners you've shown to us is already disgusting me out. It makes me wanna throw up recalling all the things you've did too. What is it so hard wishing a teacher Good morning? Why make such irritating faces while greeting the teachers? You know what, you annoy me so much that I wanted to slap you on the face? I terribly wanted you to know that stupid attitude of yours will bring you to no where but pain.

Felt so much better after expressing myself here. So dear readers, now you know why maturity, professionalism, rational and mannerism is so important now? Now why did I bother getting so work up because of them. Not worth it.

Sorry if there's any grammar mistakes/sentence construction mistakes/spelling mistakes. I'm too lazy to check back what I've wrote to bear with it. :)

It's been a while

2010-12-30T20:10:00.000+08:00

Yup, it's been a while since I last met my friend Jane :) A former head-prefect in my primary school. Went to visit her on Christmas Day since she was alone in the house. Things were as same as always. She's getting better :) More hardworking and more skilled in playing flute. I'm impressed :) Since she doesn't have any music background, it's hard to pick up musical knowledge easily, but amazingly, she adapted it fast. She even knows to cook her own lunch and dinner o.0..Unlike me..HAHA..That's all for it. bye :)

Mini Concert

2010-11-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

Yup..Certs were given..prizes were given..but too bad..I was just this near to distinction..Few more marks then I can get a RM 100 voucher of books and a freaking cool trophy =/ Whatever has pass has passed...Never mind..I will not cry over spill milk..Here's some pictures for you to see =) I screw up for my performance too =/ Too nervous..How am I gonna perform in Jusco if I'm already that nervous for this small little thing?

Nervous like shyt

Still nervous...


The amazing boy! he can play the piano...When there's a will, there's a way..He prove it right =)

That is all for now.. I'll blog..when I have something to blog in the future..Bye bye

Nankurunaisa!

2010-11-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

Yup, sadness and sorrowfulness. We often experience that, it's life after all. Sometimes, when you've work hard for something and you didn't get what you've expected, that certainly is a sad thing. It's even more sad when you even have high hopes for it. Things have reasons for it to go wrong. Hard work always pay and I believe it. Though there's time where I failed badly and ended up being sad like for the whole week but when I think again. If there's isn't failure, there wouldn't be success. So, I've just got to try harder next time. Second chance always happen. We have the choice to change our fate and life. For example, sitting in an exam. If you had just study for the test earlier, you would know how to do it isn't. If you just be more careful in the test, you wouldn't be getting careless mistakes isn't. All this phenomena is not natural, it is caused by our own self. If we just study earlier and take more precaution...wouldn't life be better?

You see, humans are weak beings. This is why there's this word company exist. If you're sad, find a friend or two to hear your sorrows out. If you insist keeping it to your own, it's okay. But it'll be very painful because you're keeping all the sadness to yourself. Cry and do whatever you want. Crying helps a lot =) So, I bid goodbye and best of luck and health to all of you. Remember be happy always and think through think twice before acting.

''The You of yesterday and the You of today joining together will become the You of tomorrow. Don’t forget who you are.''
''Live today, and smile tomorrow.''
''If you live life to the fullest, look forward to tomorrow, things will work out. Nankurunaisa!''

Should I?

2010-10-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

The face you showed me, the pitiful face
Should I retreat? Should I call for peace?
I once thought, maybe you deserve a second chance,
I tried to reach you once more,
Trying to talk to you, like we used to talk to each other,
Laugh, shout, play, run, sing, study and so on...
Countless of stuff I wish to share again with you,
But you gave me a really cold shoulder
How should I react to that?
Now, who is ignoring each other?

Distance

2010-10-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

There's this distance between us, a really big gap.
No matter how many planks of wood I put, it just doesn't connects you.
The hope I have once, has now disappear.
The 1% of hope that I wanna still believe on has now gone too.
Where's your heart now? Where have your mind gone too?
Was it swept away by the big wave from the ocean?
Or the big gust of wind?
Why let your heart waver?
Why choose the evil?
Why not the pure?
I wish I could do something to help you,
But you've fall into the big pitched-black hole,
I no longer can feel the way you are last time.
Because the distance between us, just gets further apart.

by : keetzesan

Appreciation

2010-10-14T02:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm, appreciation. It doesn't really relate to my topic here but anyway, here I go .

I do really appreciate friendship and indeed I do treasure it. I know I might have treated you bad at times, that is why I need you to tell me. If anything is really going wrong about me,tell me. There's times I thought, can I trust her? Will it be alright if I be her friend or something like that.

But now, the me was different, I accept changes no matter how hard it is *I do complain too but I got used to it eventually* because I've been through situations like this. I no longer thought of all those questions because I'm blessed with great friends.

But recently, changes has come and destroy it but, is it really changes the cause of it? Or was it the person itself is destroying it? I believe the person itself is destroying his/her happiness. I'm not particularly saying anyone here but when happiness goes, it's partly your fault. Think of have you did.

Sometimes I really can get frustrated about small things like, people complaining / crying about really small matters. I know I'm bad but, I have this weird complex here.

Today, there's this incident happen. There's this accusation about me. I don't really want to tell it in detail. Enough of that, I tried to control my temper real hard so that I won't go crazy simple scolding and curing people. Instead, there's this person who add fuel on my fire. Instead of supporting me, she made a joke out of it. I still have hopes for her to come back but now, no. Some people really need to understand why I'm doing this, when I'm really dissapointed with a person,, means..aish...nvm..

I was really, mad and at the same time, dissapointed. But now, I'm gonna stand up and move on. I'm not gonna let all of these people made my life miserable. I know god have eyes to see who's the bad and good guy. One day you'll know and learn your lesson . And I do really hope that you don't cry for it because you're the cause of it. Instead, move on and learn from your mistake. Look forward, remember your past and let it carry with you till the end of your life.

I don't think it reached you

2010-10-14T02:35:00.000+08:00

Here again I'm gonna talk about the same matter again. No matter what, I would really like a person or wish a person to really, really, REALLY! Think twice before she acts/talk.

Because if one step is taken wrongly, everything will go wrong. Sometimes I wonder, why are you still with her when she brings you trouble?

It's not the first time she did all ridiculous things to you, she drag you into hellish time and made you go through hard times. And yet, why?

Maybe we've been friends for such a short time, maybe I don't understand you too much, but can you at least think for yourself? Like for your own good?

It's not that I'm pestering you to come back to us, it's just that, I'm really worried that you'll go through that hard times again.

But, then you now, I don't really seem to pity you or care for you longer. Have you fallen into a dark pit? Should I reach out my hand for you? I no longer know.

Happy =)

2010-10-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

Today I mustered all my courage to tell my father that I need a new violin, and he actually agreed ! So that's all...Now, another story.

          I was always thinking, if one can understand each other better, the world like a much more better place. Sometimes we thought that, a long term relationship might be the cause of a broken friendship/relationship but think twice, have you heard of couples who are married for more than 30yrs++ and does that prove to you that time affects relationship? Think again.Relationship/Friendship brokes because one doesn't cherish it. Opportunities are often given to you it's just that you don't cherish it.

Changes in someone's character..we might wonder these 5Qs >
When? Why? What? Who? How?

                      These are the WH question often ask by him/herself. Why does this person change? What makes him/her change? Who influenced him/her? How does that happen? When does he/she start changing. So pay real attention to your surroundings. Make the right timing to confront him/her and talk to them if it's necessary. If the path he/she is walking is wrong, then take immediate action. If one doesn't make a move first, you'll lose him/her. Changes will happen at least twice a year. Yes, people really hate the fact that their precious friend/person are starting to change but what can we do? In conclusion , understand the person better, tolerate and talk to him/her if it's necessary.

Well, I've actually had a lot to say but, i forgot what since I'm supposed to post about this matter earlier but, I guess that's all for now. Bye!

No matter

2010-10-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

NO matter how hard it is, I still have to go on. It sometimes hurt some much because there's some certain reason that I can't share my problem out. It's not that I don't trust them but I'm afraid that it'll be too annoying of me telling out all my personal problems out..Don't you think? I have uncountable problems...From every expect...it can even be long as a tissue roll if you want me to list it out one by one, under categories such as families, studies, personal problems, sickness and so on . Sometimes I just want them to know that life just can't be wasted by being sad all the time.

When I say I understand, means I understand the problem because me myself, even though we're at the same age/different, I've been through a lot of ups and downs. I wouldn't say that you shouldn't be a weakling and stop whining over small little problems,I won't say that your problem is no big deal..Because everyone has their own level of problems right? It's just that some people's problems are just too extreme than the normal ones. Anyway, like they say, ''pain can't be share'' So no of us would actually / exactly say that I understand what pain you've gone through.. sometimes I know people have to be sad/cry/whatever you would do when you're sad ..just to relief a lil' part of themselves but look out there. Don't you think there's so much people suffering out there? I think we should think of the happy stuff instead of sad ones ( I know it's hard to buy just try, there's been a several times I broke down but in the end I came back in one piece)

Sadness is just for a moment, it wont last long. Sometimes I too will grumble . Like now. XD I'm a little complex. People just wouldn't know what's going on with my mind. I try not to blame others, because I feel bad if I did so. Because in some certain situation like...''when you're the victim..the maker will feel bad for making fun of you..then in the end..that person feels bad..then you feel bad too for making her feel bad and instead you should have shut up instead of saying it out. .(get it?)The bad part is..the person is making you look like a bad guy *unintentionally* Because of that, some of them out there would just kept quiet instead of saying a word. But it's not too bad also..since the person feels sorry then it's okay. it shows that ''he/she'' is feeling guilty right? Better than those out there felt guilty at that time then the next time forgot about it and then repeat the same thing again

''Those who forgot their past are condemned to repeat the same mistakes''

But then my friends -if you're reading this- No matter how hard life is I'll always be there for you.

Instead of sharing and comparing my problems to you, I'll listen attentively.
Instead of convincing you not to cry, I'll encourage you to cry your eyes out.
If you don't want to speak, I would not force.
If you want to share, I listen to it.
If the problem happens early in the morning/late night, I'll answer to it *I won't go mad. I promise =)*
If you want it to be that way, I won't say anything.
If you seek for advice, I'll try to give my best advice.
If you need help, I'll help.

Pure luck?

2010-09-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

I got my results for both violin and piano exam. Passed =) Piano..I just pass with merits =/ I think the examiner was a bit far to strict! 127! Could you like just give the 3 marks to me? >,> It's just 3 marks..so near! yet so far....Life is so sad! Things just doesn't goes the way you want. XD A short update for this blog.

            Seriously, I'm emotionally down these days. I had this sudden feeling about something back then when I was Form 1. Seriously, it sucks so much. I don't think the work is pressuring but sometimes, I just thought, am I better of being 'hitori'? Or am I meant to be 'hitori'? Nanka...sabishii desu. ...Somehow, the things that I yearned for a long time was coming true but in the end...I guess it has to end too. The world itself is big for us to explore? Are these things worth my attention? People say, enjoy your youth before its too late but, is there anything for me to enjoy? Those happy moments seems too short for me. It is just not enough. I tried to be more on the positive side but still, the sad moments seems to be too over whelming .

         Words can't really be trusted. A simple word of forgot can clear stuff up? A simple word of sorry can soften one's heart? I don't think so. Please people, could you please open your eyes bigger? Think twice before you act and speak? Because of your carelessness people are suffering mentally and emotionally. Emotions are unpredictable. Since emotions doesn't has a face, it can't be spoken out loud! You have to understand and please, stop the questions like...Are you angry? What if its so? Does it even make a difference? You say you're saying the truth, since you've lied to me...making a fool out of someone, how are you gonna expect anyone to trust you? Because of your careless act, you've just destroy a person's trust. Yet, you don't realize. If everyone would think twice before they act, won't the world be a better place?

         I'm not telling you to change, or whatever. It seems like, when I'm hurt, you yourself feels guilty and it's making me feel guilty too for making you feeling guilty? So what now? Am I suppose to stay that way forever? I don't really know what now. Am I being to lenient? Selfish? Self centered? Maybe if I shut my mouth and pretend nothing happens then nothing of this bad feeling will be spread to others. It's like, it's much more better if one person gets hurt instead of two. I always thought that, '' It's better to make friends more than making enemies'' How long can I keep this principle alive since those moments are dragging down my spirit?

''You say that you'll be there for me but where are you now?'' ''You say that ''zutto tomodachi dakara..nani yo, sore? Baka janai no ka teme? Hidoi ne omae....

Nanka..kurushii desu T^T

2010-08-23T01:49:00.001+08:00

Seems like I've been dropping real hard. I don't think I'm gonna have any A's for the main subjects now. Maybe I should stop this computer addiction and get back on track. Doesn't really seem like me getting such poor results. Doing careless mistakes even though I've really study perfectly this time. Even so, why am I being so careless?

Change

2010-08-07T02:33:00.000+08:00

Changes are not bad, it's necessary to make changes (sometimes). Did I mention how much of a bad luck I'm going through?

           1. I lost/misplaced my Grade 5 scales and arpeggios book.
           2. Science exam is coming up, I mean today!
           3. I lost/misplaced my Suzuki Violin Vol.4
           4. Having 3 different exams in a row. -Science,Violin and Music Theory (School's)

How bad can it go I wonder ? Well..that's a short post for today. Back to reality..STUDY..*sigh*

Plainly just people with no brains

2010-07-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

Damn...thinking about it just make me so damn pissed. We did everything, did all the playing for you, notes, melody and what you all want now? Lyrics were photostatted..all you have to do now is just sing! Yea and I know it's hard singing also, to those out there, I appreciate very much who co-operated well with us but to those idiots who didn't even contribute anything, can you just shut up? You are just a normal student with no position. You did nothing to the class, instead, you gave trouble and plenty of shits and still you are complaining? What a great person you are, you just don't know what the word ''trouble'' means, what the word ''contribute'' means. Yeah, even though you see this post or I tell it straight to your face, will you change? Will you even say sorry? Will even like even have a slight of guilt? or sorry? I bet so, NO. All I know about you use, a solely useless person, who knows how to play, boss around, do things your own way, seeing things so easily and also give trouble. You really love the way you do things now isn't it? I'm telling you this truthfully and logically, basically, humans just don't like these type of person and I'm sure, if you know someone like I describe, I bet you'll just make that person's life miserable by bad mouthing her.

Why do you want to complain when you didn't do anything? Whats with you? I'm plainly frustrated now because of some people out there as I say...NO BRAINS...living out there. Yeah, you have the right to live and complain, well how about me? I bet if you were in my position now, you have just break down. With all the works I'm left here, piling up like mountains. Pressure suppressing happiness? Is this the way I should be living now? Is this the way? Go brush off your irritating attitudes. I JUST DESPISE ALL OF YOU! *some of those people out there, not all xD* Get it? EVEN THOUGH I SAY IT OUT HERE, YOU JUST WONT UNDERSTAND! WILL YOU LEARN? WILL YOU GET REGRETTED? NO! SO SHUT THE FU*K UP!

~~If they are changing the songs, I don't think I want to play, unless they give me the scores or everything.~~

Bon Odori

2010-07-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hey, seriously... I'm damn freaking disappointed man! They've never told us that coupons were limited 0.o! We went there 8p.m. and yea..everything finished! Great..We only get to see dances...and line dancing to the melody of Nobody =/ It's hot there...and no food to eat -.-...The area is supper small! And the best part is..why are they organizing it in an housing area? 0.o Anyway..I thought it should be great but instead in turns out to be bad..real bad...

It's real depressing

2010-06-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

This round's exam is really making me depressing. Well probably I do deserve the results, or maybe I'm just plainly stupid or something. I can help being sad, I'm just not in the mood. I try to be happy though, well I did, sometimes, get over it but there just this empty feeling in my heart -.- It's a feeling of total lost. I really don't know what had happen to me. Yea, maybe I know, instead of saying I don't know. Maybe it's because of, I'm lazy, I played too much..I mean..WAY TOO MUCH...Not serious, Kokurikulum activities.

Maybe those were the factors, but, once again, I shouldn't have use that as an excuse..between..I was supposed to post this like around 2 days ago? Anyway, terrible results =/ bye...

*p/s*
Had a real terrible headache for 2days continuously...

Atarashi no Sekai

2010-06-21T02:12:00.000+08:00

Wind of beginnings, deliver your message
“Because at all times I believe in you”
LOVE THAT LINE 8D

Why don't I just post the whole song -.-

Hajimari no Kaze by Ayaka Hirahara

hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSEJI
itsu de mo anata o shinjite iru kara

ano toki yume ni mite ita sekai ni tatte iru no ni
miwatasu keshiki ni ashi o sukoshi sukumase
dakedo ushiro furimukanaide aruite yuku koto kimeta kara
miageta sora nanairo no niji anata mo mitemasu ka

hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSEJI
yume ni kakedashita senaka mimamoru kara
maiagaru kaze yo omoi o tsutaete
itsu de mo anata o shinjite iru kara
habatake mirai e

tatoeba taisetsu na hito o mune ni omou toki wa
dare mo ga kitto yasashii kao o shiteru hazu
michi wa toki ni hateshinakute mo akiramezu ni yuku yo

hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSEJI
haruka na tabiji no sono saki de matteru
maiagaru kaze yo unmei mo koete
negai wa todoku to shinjirareru kara
itsuka mata aeta nara ano egao misete

hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSEJI
haruka na tabiji no sono saki de matteru
maiagaru kaze yo unmei mo koete
negai wa todoku to shinjirareru kara
osoreru mono nado nai anata ga iru kara

Wind of beginnings, deliver your message
“Because at all times I believe in you”

Though I’m standing in the world that I had dreamt of back then
My feet draw back a little at the scenery I look about
But because I’ve decided to walk on, I won’t look back behind me
Are you also watching the seven-coloured rainbow in the sky that I looked up at?

Wind of beginnings, deliver your message
Because I watch over you as you dashed out into your dreams
Soaring wind, convey your thoughts
“Because at all times I believe in you”
Fly to the future

Everyone surely should have a gentle look
For instance, when you think about a precious person in your chest
Even though the road through time doesn’t end, I go without giving up

Wind of beginnings, deliver your message
I’m waiting for you ahead on your faraway journey
Soaring wind, surpass your fate as well
Because if I can believe that wishes will be granted
If we had been able to meet again someday, show me that smile

Wind of beginnings, deliver your message
I’m waiting for you ahead on your faraway journey
Soaring wind, surpass your fate as well
Because if I can believe that wishes will be granted
There is nothing to fear, “because you exist”

Random thoughts

2010-06-21T02:07:00.000+08:00

Suddenly thought of some random lines..
Those lines were usually used to keep me going during hard times..

''There's always a solution to a problem, it's just a matter of time whether you're able to find it or not''
''The ending is just the beginning''
''Start thinking what you can do and don't waste time''
''It doesn't matter, the one whose at lost is you not me''
''Save time. Don't complain and do more work *-.-*''
'Everyone is equally the same, I think?''
''Be grateful..''

Well, yeah, I have a crazy mind =) So? I tend to think of nonsense when I have nothing to do..*laughs*

Sometimes I just can't depend on someone right? Just have to keep my mind positive and keep going, although sometimes, those so-called words of encouragement of mine that I kept mumble to myself doesn't seems working, but at least I tried =)

*now isn't it RANDOM =D*

Tomodachi

2010-06-09T02:45:00.000+08:00

It nice to be born in this world isn't it? Some of you might thought that they might the world's most unfortunate human on Earth..but..aren't people lucky that they're born in this world? We'll especially those who blessed with bosom friends. The passive me last time thought that friends wasn't really essential for me, not wasn't really, you can put it as in, it's not important. Yup, I've been quite a solemn and a practical person which you can say I have partly no sincere emotions to people around me. I kinda feel guilty now that those were the days when I often fake my smile, pretending to be happy when there's a sad moment. Well sad to say, I'm still quite adapt to that habit, as we say, habits are always hard to shake off.

          Me as a human being living for almost 14 years is yet to experience more about life, and of course, I've just realize that how wonderful life is. I was really lucky to know supportive friends last year. Must have been fate that brought us together. Well, I didn't really pay much of a attention to them last year compare to this year. Must have been those time when I'm just to use to daydream.

         I have to say that this year was quite a hectic, but somehow, I pulled off. Class problems and all sorts of stuff which is related mostly to school. But what can I do? Just keep pushing on. I can't stay like this forever isn't it? There's no such things as no solution to a problem. As I realize, I thought, it wasn't bad facing all these problems. I'll just have to take that as a lesson. I know it'll be useful one day.

        Haha, enough of my personal matters, I've actually wanted to talk more about it but maybe, the next post. I'll continue the friend part. This is gonna be long so be prepared! I have to say that I numeral friends who are there to support me. To those of my friends who are reading, you might think that sometimes you'll feel very useless for not able to do anything. Not being able to give good advice. Thinking that you're a trouble maker. Not being to do anything... it can't be help right? Well having a sincere heart of helping is good enough. Nothing is greater than a sincere will of heart to help. In some situation, we only can just look and let them take action. We'll if it's so, why not let nature take course?

      I hope all this twist and turn of message here is sent to all of my friends, not just my friends, to the person out there who's in vain. I hope this post will make you feel much more better. I'm a victim of broken friendship because the past me has always been very very selfish thinking. So friends are free, you don't need money to buy, you only need sincere to make friends. Start by being friends with yourself ( You can't love a person if you don't love yourself first)

2009-12-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

Look forward to the future,

Live for the present

And learn from the past.

Ignorance

2009-11-26T15:17:00.001+08:00

No matter how people ignore you,
It doesn't matter
As long as 'you' don't ignore people

People may thought
Ignorance is bliss
But ignorance don't move you forward

Fact will still remain as fact
And that will never change

Start of A New Blog

2009-11-25T16:05:00.000+08:00

This blog is pretty much about something that I want to say, it's very random.

Putting into one or more sentences, short one of course.

Life related. Comment if you don't mind

And if kind enough

Pls give me some advices regarding this blog

Your cooperation is very much appreciated.

In The Mind of an Idiot ;)

Welcoming 2012

31.12.2011

30.12.2011

25.12.2011

22.12.2011

21.12.2011

20.12.2011

16.12.2011

19.12.2011

Congratulations :)

Education Fair

Cake ( again )

Rehersals

Fruit Cake ( kinda )

Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae o Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai

Pacman

Cake

18.11.2011

Cookies

Baking

Grateful

Cake Deco

Know Your Limits --- Then Ignore Them ( John Mason)

Voodoo Pub & Bistro Part 2

Voodoo Pub & Bistro

Kitchen Garden ( Again )

Kitchen Garden

Salvation Army Open Day ( Charity Fair )

Life

Farewell

Chocolates :DD and Puddings :)Blackcurrant

Chocolate and Blackcurrant Pudding

Exams are over!

Goodbye, for now.....

Freinds - Part 2-

Appendix

Confuse?

Friends - Part 1-

Reality

Time passes...real fast

Downfall ...

１４才の母 / 14 Sai no Haha

Slip Away - Andy Lau ( What Women Want)

Hasil Kajian ( Kerja Kursus Sejarah Tingkatan 3) MBI

Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha innocent starter on guitar

Yui Street Live in Hong Kong 3rd song - Good-bye days with Fans

Card Captor Sakura 3rdOP"Platinum" on guitar

Nikon D5100 Photo Competition Submission

Holidays

Meeting

Library

Music Exam

What a let down

The Birdie :D

Thanks

Seow's BD

試験

Grateful

Earthquake

Scholastic Writers' Award 2011

Singapore

Sports Day 2011

Pain

Annoyed

It's been a while

Mini Concert

Nankurunaisa!

Should I?

Distance

Appreciation

I don't think it reached you

Happy =)

No matter

Pure luck?

Nanka..kurushii desu T^T

Change

Plainly just people with no brains

Bon Odori

It's real depressing

Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha　innocent starter　on guitar