Frustration

I just don't know what is the right way to react to such situations. I wonder if it was jealousy but I guess it was jealousy. But when you reason it out, it is reasonable for me to be jealous. Done so much and held so much responsibility in the family and yet no one seems to appreciate you. How would you feel? Not to mention being rewarded nor I ever wanted to rewarded for my doings or whatsoever you wanna put it into.Getting discriminated on the spot and seeing your own mother being so bias, sometimes you just can't help but be sad. Happens all the time. I'm starting to question is this middle child syndrome true or not. Nonetheless, situations like this has made me into a much better person in various terms. At least I know I put in more effort than anyone else and be strong most of the time in all kinds of situation. Truly sad to be treated like this but I guess it is what it is. Not like I can do much about it besides brushing the problem aside and live the I should and change my world into a better place. That's the least I can do. Parents being bias are common. So, don't mind. God is always with us and always shall be. 

I passed!

Yes, I was in dilemma for the past 

whole period of waiting for my violin exam result! 

YES YES YES I'VE  PASSED! YESSSSS I'VE PASSED!!! GRADE 8 VIOLIN !!!

Blogging with phone

This is my first time blogging with phone. Finally I got myself a smartphone. I was planning to get one after SPM but my old phone fell from the third floor :( but now I'm having all the fun using a smartphone. It's so convenient!! I'll make full use of it. Kekeke

Note : I'm using Sony Xperia E